4. THE FIRST FILM THAT I EVER FEATURED!

If I had known then what i know now? 

It was not until in stores that i seen i was on the cover!

When I first met Chi Chi LaRue she was great, she had seen me in Men Magazine & organised for me to be in a shoot in Palm Springs as a trial. I remember ChiChiLaRue saying "I already know because of rent boy that you can turn up at any Hotel door not knowing who your gonna meet or what they even look like & be able to perform, so sure if you want me to give you a trial, no problem" Was so impressed ChiChi gave credit for things most would never have considered as being a positive or something not all people can do easily.

I was worried like hell about how i would look, especially  after how i looked growing up (Please click here for Blog.0 for information regarding school years) & I was unsure how i would go but thanks to JohnnyHazzard for immediately putting me at ease as soon as i met him. He is a hot fucker as well as damn nice guy. Being at a film shoot was not how i expected but then once i had decided to do it, I'm not sure i if i stopped & thought about what i had expected. Plus i felt sorry for the photographer as my photo shoots took quite a long time as i am hopeless in front of the camera & usually looking the wrong direction or with the wrong angle & the camera man is forever trying to get me to pose correctly. LOL

Sadly this was one of the few films i was able to do before serious issues & problems took over.

It was a few months before I got to see what i looked like, photo shoot was better than film shoot, I had no idea that I had made the front cover until going into Chi Chi LaRue's store after it had already been released.

What happened at the Hookie awards that year? Please read on