20. WHOS GOT YOUR BACK? GHOSTS? ORBS? NEITHER?

Orbs Discovered in Recent Daytime Photographs of Jock Hudson.

What if most of your adult life you were always looking over your shoulder to check who had your back? One thing is for sure, there is no-one in the porn industry that has got your back, & you should not expect or trust anyone that needs to announce how happy they are.

Click on Pic to enlarge to see Orbs

A Friend took this photograph to show the new tattoo. Taken 4pm in the afternoon - daytime. Both of us were surprised to see orbs in several photos.

What if one day you were taking photos and discovered something already had your back. Orbs? What are they? Ghosts? Energies relating to lost souls? Is there a connection between these entities & the voices I'm hearing in my head? 
(Please click here to see High Frequency Protection orb)
Thanks to moonsenders for the chart? Copyright by them 2004.

Tattoo - Meaning(s) of Stretching Star tattoo placed on shoulder blade. 

It represents the star of happiness & the last point stretches outward & placed on my shoulder blade to remind me to keep reaching/searching for happiness. The solid line without the fill above the star was originally to match the tattoo on my underarm... but a soul pointed out that when you are unable to find happiness you begin a journey towards a flatline. Its placed there as a reminder for me to try not to venture & avoid that direction.  Luckily a positive view is that the star has broken through the flatline.

Tattoo - Meaning(s) of Yin-Yang tattoo placed on underneath of bicep. 
It has a lot of meanings to myself. Firstly you can see my interpretation of ying/yang. The Ying-yang speaks for itself since I'm a versatile/bottom. yeah despite being a known bottom i'd like to believe i am versatile & both of them such as Masculine/feminine. I enjoy being a bottom but if a guy is more masculine than me (not difficult) then i am happy to top. If you put the dots that are missing in the ying/yang you see an outline of an eagle head. Which means, & i'd be wise to to remember it more, those who stay up late & hoot with the Owls at night cannot soar with the eagles in the morning. Also represents a surf wave from a love of the ocean & a respect to it after getting dumped on my head by a big wave back in younger days and feeling my neck crack (so close to being a quadriplegic it was not funny) & as i got out of the water because my chin had hit the bottom of the ocean so hard i had gravel rash on my throat & watering pink blood dripping down me. eeeeeeek. So i no longer body surf as a consequence. Too dangerous for me & lesson well learnt. A turning circle for me. I also like to make out the triangle shape represents a mountain & Pride symbol because i am a goat (Capricorn) & they say the goat always makes it to the top of the mountain except they are not usually concerned with how long it takes them to get there. hehehe. But they do get there. LOL (Photo courtesy of  TitanMedia)

Thanks to earthspark78 (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQbFRGGXtLAJIBMTtLHWYYA)

This is also Dawn's (The Fat Lady) (Please click here for more information & a photograph of her) song whom whilst was in my head after the big build up in the song as it peaks she went absolutely off, she totally went for it & i got to see it all & everything, made me wet myself laughing & i tingled like there was no tomorrow. She was too much fun! I miss her but know she is well in her new life.