23. NOMINATED FOR BEST CUM SHOT AWARD - BUT TOLD I FUCKED UP THE MOVIE!

Chi Chi LaRue ignores Star in Trouble, refuses to speak with Jock Hudson in person... instead preferred to email him writing

"YOU FUCKED UP MY MOVIE"

Yet another film that if i wanted to see then i would have to purchase and buy online myself from the C1R website. I thought a lot of ChiChiLaRue when I first met ChiChi, but on the day i asked her for help that i desperately needed she turned on me. I arrived on set crying and distressed as i almost did not make it there that day after an exceptionally bad weekend of head troubles. Still shocked by what i managed to say out loud to her, it came out by accident ...But i knew i needed help. Sadly she assumed my problems where too much partying which if that were the case then how did i have the ability to cry in front of her (Methamphetamine releases Dopamine which should make it near impossible to cry) & she never bothered to check up on me after I left the set crying, instead she refused to speak with me in person & i can only guess she didn't care or believe what i said. 

The movie, or the particular scene that i featured in & was told via an email that i "fucked up!" turned out to be nominated for "Best Cumshot" award with Steven Daigle for "Raising the Bar".The Grabbys (as they are better known) formally known as the "Adult Erotic Gay Video Awards". I found out about the nomination by a client of mine, not ChiChiLa Rue & not Doug Jeffries!

The email saying "You fucked up my movie" also accused me of seeing her so high on Methamphetamine that i was still surrounded by a cloud of smoke! but as mentioned in first paragraph... NOT POSSIBLE. Also that day on set was just to record the talking part of the movie, as sex scen had already been done weeks earlier, where the boys plan their game & i should have been seen standing behind the bar, since i left in tears, it is Doug Jeffries standing behind the bar instead of me.  

Sadly we did not win...however Steven Daigle did win an award in another category. He won "Best Newcomer" which he certainly deserved as he was brilliant to work with & the reason why that scene turned out so well. In real life/person he is even sexier than you think!

Whilst i am slagging off Chi Chi, what else did i have a problem with? Please read on.

While i am dishing out on Chi Chi La Rue i might as well add that porn companies were only allowed to film porn if safe sex practises were exhibited due to the HIV/AIDS epidemic & Titan (Please click here for more information) shows the top putting on the condom & applying lube which for any bottom watching is a turn on because it make them start thinking about how the bottom is about to get fucked, HOWEVER ChiChi La Rue decided to use skin coloured condoms & not show it being worn in order to make it look like barebacking... what's the problem with that you ask. Well when Steven pulled his cock out of my bum the first time, since i am used to white condoms i thought, although i knew i had douched completely, that i must have been unclean, so we had to stop filming for short break while i checked i was cleen, plus then water from doing that ended up on the Camera Man. LOL

Shame i never got to work for Chi Chi LaRue again because i would have advised her to post all the out takes which is where she could have made so more money. Fans wanna see their favourite porn stars behind closed doors? Johnny Hazzard C1R exclusive that i stared with during "THR3 The Hard Way" is SUPER SEXY & you can see posts show him sewing during COVID & doing fun stuff (Please click here to follow on Instagram). Adam Killian (Please click here for more information) another popular star pumps iron non stop behind the scenes to ensure he look fantastic for his fans which shows dedication, unlike me which in Titan Outtakes (Please click here for more information) for online viewers would have seen me standing aroung yawning which everyone thinks is funny. Plus if the out takes from "Raising the Bar" were available you would have a good laugh. When Steven fucked me on a bar stool because i was sweaty from the stage lights & consequently kept sliding backwards off the stool, so what you do not see is two guys pushing on my shoulders to try stop me falling off the stool, 

However me being 6"5' tall & weighing 90kg the two holding me on stool lost the battle as Steven continued to pound my hole & i started laughing as i slid off the stool in slow motion & totally on the floor on my head which had to be, obviously, cut out of the film. Fans would have loved seeing that out take. LOL.

If you have fallen down & unsure how to get back up, i urge you to please call Lifeline Australia (Please click here) or if in USA National Suicide Prevention Line (Please click here).

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