10. AT NIGHT IN BED I HAVE BEEN HALLUCINATING PENGUINS DOING SONG & DANCE?

At night i am hallucinating penguins everywhere just like the cute little Christmas Penguin beside my bed on the nightstand. (below in pic 1).

Voices told me what must be done to stop seeing them dancing! The last time i ever did what the voices asked. I cried none stop as I cut his head off… I cried even more taking photo (1. First Life Photo) to prove i had done what they asked… I loved that little penguin. Today however I found a penguin (2. Second Life Photo with the Welcome sign) and I noticed under his little scarf hidden stitches holding his head back onto his neck? Sure he looks a little worse for wear & initially gave me a grumpy stare but OMG i think its him reborn again! 

If he had gone happily & peacefully in his 1. First Life Photo..... rather than mutilated brutally by me, would he have returned to this world in a better state? Not looking so hammered??? Still looks seriously cute but you gotta admit without his Welcome sign he looks seriously messed up! 

One thing I have learnt from this experience is that if you truly love something then you need to let it go, & if it returns back to you then it was yours, but if it doesn’t then you still haven't learnt that it was never yours in the first place. 

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