211. TWO MONKEYS (MONKEES) THAT KNOW FUN!

I wanna have fun... just like two of my favourite Monkeys seen in this post

Pictured is Monkey-Munk (My first ever plushie that enabled me to reincarnate in this life (Please click here for more information) & knows me well from chewing on his face when i was teething! With him the handsome Stephano/Stefano Monkey (Please click here for more information).

As soon as i cheer up or start doing something that would be fun for me one of the voices deliberately says inside my head without my permission "Your being stupid" or "He is being stupid". It causes me depression & is Psychological Abuse! They do not care about the damage to me that they are doing & are invested in using my head for the game "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information). Game Players aim to do something that causes physical damage & hope it takes a long time for me to heal because as i recover they get extra point scores or bonus each time i feel the pain from their actions. Psychological abuse causes me, when i start laughing, to start crying instead... That is what being deprived of fun & their game(s) has done.

"Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) has been gone several years so i should have my life back on track however he taught the "Women" (Please click here for more information) to play the games mentioned above to fulfill their unlimited time & nothing better to do with no care given in regards to me. They prefer not to change because it is not them who suffers, or have memory loss when they reflect on their behaviour which means trying to make them see sense is impossible (Please click here for more information).They should just admit/accept that they stuffed up, were misinformed about me being an asshole (Please click here for more information) or did not do their homework before involving themselves in my life & then change their behaviour so they can deal with the truth & then move on! Change their behaviour??? Otherwise reflecting on their behaviour as continuing with their behaviour means that they worsens & reflection is worsened??? They do not worry about the "Consequences" (Please click here for more information) at all. What would assist is if they read what i consider important Blog Story Posts (11 in total) meant to be read by those in Heaven (Please click here for more information).

I miss me & 

I miss being the real me!

Believe it or not but i have a young soul (the youngest soul imaginable?), that of a four year old (Please click here for more information) so i should sound like a little kid inside my head if i revert to my inner child when i am talking inside my head?

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