207. SICK TO DEATH OF HEARING THE VOICES CALLING ME AN ASSHOLE!

The female voices in my head constantly call me an "Asshole" because they want to do "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) & are aware that they are nasty & hence why they need to convince themselves & others that i am a asshole or something that is nasty. Do they realise how stupid they are when i have "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around me that is brighter than the average person meaning i am anything but an asshole! The women tell others to not look at me or my overlay or soul which is stupid because who in their right mind would do something nasty to someone without checking who you are dealing with or without knowing anything about the person & just going on the word of someone that has level 5 Ora (the worst ora possible). They also tell women not to read anything i write. If i am sleep deprived the women take that as a good excuse to treat me like an asshole & "Antagonise Me" (Please click here for more information) & sadly last weekend i found myself in "Self Harm" (Please click here for more information) territory again. There is only so much you can handle having women constantly calling me an asshole when it is inside your head without my permission to be there in the first place & I have no escape & no alone time.

When they are "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) my "Dopamine" means no fun for me & no point going to the gym (Please click here for why i cannot go to the gym) because they will harness my "Endorphins" meaning impossible to workout without them. The "Women" (Please click here for more information) whilst being disrespectful & nasty to me also expect me to entertain them which is not possible whilst they are in my head since i cannot think let alone be entertaining plus i do not want to entertain them as i do not know who any of them are & i would like to have a life! I do not have unlimited time like them with nothing else to do.

Even if i were an "Asshole" how many times do i deserve to miss out on having fun?

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