209. TRYING TO UNDERSTAND OTHER MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS, DIFFERENT TO MINE, LIKE ANOREXIA???

I understand my own mental health problem such as Schizophrenia & Psychosis (Please click here for more information). I have tried to understand Anorexia Nervosa. The last girl i seen that was suffering from the killer eating disorder was wearing baggy long jeans & a full hoody long enough in the sleeves that it even covered her hands, & in summer weather, so clearly scared that someone might see that she is barely skin & bones & only a heart beat away from being hospitalised & drip fed... therefore true Anorexia has nothing to do with body dysmorphia or wanting to look good because if that was the case why was the girl i seen completely covered up & hiding her body & what she is doing???

This is gonna sounds far fetched but please read with an open mind. I am convinced that girls whom are truely anorexic (end up hospitalised) is that 

it stems from their past life.

A past life that was during World War II during the Holocaust & included being in a concentration camp where if they did survive starvation then they would live? Not surviving via starvation in their past life whilst in a concentration camp probably meant they shut down because they did not succeed & rather than going into "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) sadly they may have shut down completely & slipped away into what was known as the dark compounding their future issues & only were able to be reborn & reincarnate when an amazing life could be gifted to them to make up for their past life or should i say death. 

Therefore, they are predisposed in this life, the idea that the more they achieve starvation the greater chance to succeed in living??? 

Or living life longer???

If i am correct in what i am saying about where true Anorexia stems then maybe since the condition is so deadly that maybe the answer is easier than one would expect. Discovering foods that increase life expectancy rather than simply being less fat/sugar & rather than not eating at all???

Anorexics must be sick to death hearing about Healthy Dieting!!!

208. SOMEONE PLEASE STOP ME FROM SCREAMING?

The main problem with hearing voices is that you never get "Alone" time. When the voices are antagonising me (Please click here for more information) which is enhanced by lack of sleep sends me to boiling point & i have to do the best to avoid "Self Harm" (Please click here for more information). I rely on Nicorette Quickmist to calm myself down. The voices still keep calling me "Asshole"(Please click here for more information).

Still unable to stop the voices from "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) although tonight i went to the "Gym" (Please click here for more information) & managed to have a reasonable workout which i hope continues as this week goes on.

When i am able to think & entertain myself the voices because they are in my head & playing a "Game" (Please click here for more information) say that i am Stupid & instead of having fun they make me depressed. They expect me to entertain them but cannot understand that is impossible when i cannot even think. 

Some of the voices are proud that they have treated me badly for 5 years or more & need me to be an asshole or make out that i am an asshole to be proud & so they can name call me & get a rush (feel Good) when they abuse me inside my head without my permission. None of them, even though treating me badly for at least 3 years still have never thought "What would it be like if i were him & he were me?"

Sadly i find myself screaming my head off, unlike my true personality & nature, & fearing "Hospitalisation" (Please click here for more information). 

I hear them inside my head & get no alone time to calm down & it is hard for people & the voices to understand what it is like for me!