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My Case Manager says i should do Mindfulness??? My mum says put on some music with head phones??? But the problem which only another schizophrenic would understand is that i hear them not with my ears but inside my head which means none of these suggested ideas work??? Any suggestions??? Medicate???
The women in my head, (Please click here for more information) if not antaganising me, spend their time trying to convince others that i am the biggest asshole or a selfish cunt or anything they can think up that is negative so they can continue to do "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) & to treat me badly & get off on doing so! Therefore my "Problem(s)" (Please click here for more information) worsen rather than improve? The Women give themselves point scores for treating me badly & attempt to do things that cause damage or takes time to heal to get a point score that continues as i heal from the harm. They refuse to leave my head because if they did then they would not be able to regaine entry & i would no longer be Schizophrenic! They are in my head because i make them feel good even when they do not have "White Light" (Please click here for more information).& therefore remain, due to "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) & doing the wrong thing, with level 5 (Worst Ora possible) which they do not seem to care about? Having such a bad Ora cannot be healthy??? If by chance I can think or amuse myself, they pretend it was them that said/did what made me laugh/smile to continue to bring me down!
"Self harm" (Please click here for more information) is definitely out of the question. If i am lacking sleep i should be very chilled & laid back but this is when the "Women" (Please click here for more information) take advantage as it is easier for them to antagise me!!!
What can i do?
PLEASE leave any suggestions on what i can do???
Here is a taste of music i like to get me going .
Please listen to the following song.
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