4. THE FIRST FILM THAT I EVER FEATURED!

If I had known then what i know now? 

It was not until in stores that i seen i was on the cover!

When I first met Chi Chi LaRue she was great, she had seen me in Men Magazine & organised for me to be in a shoot in Palm Springs as a trial. I remember ChiChiLaRue saying "I already know because of rent boy that you can turn up at any Hotel door not knowing who your gonna meet or what they even look like & be able to perform, so sure if you want me to give you a trial, no problem" Was so impressed ChiChi gave credit for things most would never have considered as being a positive or something not all people can do easily.

I was worried like hell about how i would look, especially  after how i looked growing up (Please click here for Blog.0 for information regarding school years) & I was unsure how i would go but thanks to JohnnyHazzard for immediately putting me at ease as soon as i met him. He is a hot fucker as well as damn nice guy. Being at a film shoot was not how i expected but then once i had decided to do it, I'm not sure i if i stopped & thought about what i had expected. Plus i felt sorry for the photographer as my photo shoots took quite a long time as i am hopeless in front of the camera & usually looking the wrong direction or with the wrong angle & the camera man is forever trying to get me to pose correctly. LOL

Sadly this was one of the few films i was able to do before serious issues & problems took over.

It was a few months before I got to see what i looked like, photo shoot was better than film shoot, I had no idea that I had made the front cover until going into Chi Chi LaRue's store after it had already been released.

What happened at the Hookie awards that year? Please read on




Sadly at the Hookie awards that year that i am guessing Chi Chi La Rue was planning to promote the DVD i was starring in. Unfortunately that night i had badly gotten the time wrong, i needed to be there at 10:00 for award ceremony at 10:30pm but i got it wrong thought i needed to arrive or be there at 10:30pm for award ceremony at 11:00pm. Unfortunately i'd been having real troubles with the voices in my head all that week & day & was only running a few minutes late i thought & by the time we had parked and arrived at Here Bar (10:35pm) it was all over & finished, No Hookie award for me that year which was probably the only year i was in the running to win anyways plus i guess it meant no DVD launch & no free trip to New York. I'm definitely no Go-Go dancer so without any votes i am dead in the water. LOL

THE REASON I GOT THE TIME SO WRONG??? Jenny Rothschild who was my mum when i was Aaron Rothschild when she entered my head without my permission said she was going to be my teacher which at that stage she did not realise that i was her long lost son from a past life. What she did not realise is that Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) had been using her voice for several days & being as annoying & harassing as he could be. One day he was so annoying using her voice that i spent the entire day call her a bitch, & then a C+#T & a big gaping C+#nt because i did not know her well & that was a nasty as i could be. When i finally realised it was not her harassing me & that it was Karl, Jenny wanted an apology without an excuse. But how do i say i am sorry for being nasty without saying Karl had been using her voice & because i could not see them i did not know it. She during that time hated my guts & using hypnotics (Please click here for more information) made me get the time for the hookie awards wrong & so i missed out on them.  Karma got her in the end because she disappeared into the dark to understand what was really going on (Faked a Cocaine overdose) & then knew me so well that unfortunate for her there would be more than one time that she had to apologise to me without an excuse.

I did manage to see the DVD after i went onto Chi Chi LaRues website & purchased the DVD myself. Luckily one of the guys that works in accounts for Chi Chi LaRue seen my email address when i purchased the DVD & refunded the money i had spent to buy it, he said you get a copy for free since your in it, which was really nice of him. 

Luckily after missing the Hookie Award TitanMen had contacted me (I got an email from them the morning after having such a bad night & missing the awards ceremony) to be in one of their films & seeing whom they paired me up with  (Dean Flynn) I jumped at the chance.