Since i started hearing voices, they have never stopped & i never get a break. Like having a group of people sitting around you constantly asking you questions, chatting relentless about nothing to annoy you or questioning your every move, or thought, always wanting to know what i am doing? To sleep at night since they won't stop i usually have to take more than the recommended amount of sleeping tablets.
Tonight was the first time the voices stopped & I could not hear them... I sat out on the balcony & I was able to hear the wind and only the wind... it was a beautiful sound... sound of peace & quiet... and sadly the last time i have been able to hear the world around me like the rest of the world can as the voices started again first thing as i woke in the morning & have never stopped again like that night.
I have not had more than a 1 minute break from them since!
What broke the silence as i sat on the balcony enjoying the sound of the wind & feeling the breeze on my face? Please read on.
The build up to an Earthquake. An earthquake occured! The trees in front of me started vibrating... at first i thought it was my eyes playing tricks on me or I was having a head problem, like feeling dizzy... but instead an earthquake had just taken place! I stood legs wide apart so i did not fall over as the earth shook.
Tonight was the first time the voices stopped & I could not hear them... I sat out on the balcony & I was able to hear the wind and only the wind... it was a beautiful sound... sound of peace & quiet... and sadly the last time i have been able to hear the world around me like the rest of the world can as the voices started again first thing as i woke in the morning & have never stopped again like that night.
I have not had more than a 1 minute break from them since!
What broke the silence as i sat on the balcony enjoying the sound of the wind & feeling the breeze on my face? Please read on.
The build up to an Earthquake. An earthquake occured! The trees in front of me started vibrating... at first i thought it was my eyes playing tricks on me or I was having a head problem, like feeling dizzy... but instead an earthquake had just taken place! I stood legs wide apart so i did not fall over as the earth shook.
Was it the Earthquake that made the voices stop during that night? They say that dogs start howling & can detect earthquake hours before they occur? Maybe it was what scared my voices off that night?
Earth quake details: 6.0 South of Panama (18.0 km) 2009-10-22 00:51:39 UTC shows faultline thru LosAngeles Please click this link to view.
Earth quake details: 6.0 South of Panama (18.0 km) 2009-10-22 00:51:39 UTC shows faultline thru LosAngeles Please click this link to view.
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