75. CLARIFICATION OF KARL JOSEF SILBERBAUR & ALAN DOWSETT (JOCK HUDSON)!

Sorry i have to write this but i am sooooooooooo sick & tired of Karl Josef Silberbauer, who is a voice that i hear in my head, pretending to be me & fooling people like there is no tomorrow & souls getting confused as to who I am & who he was! He does not have voices in his head like i do, so has clear thinking & spends his time pretending he is me & hoping that people will think that i am him (Please click here for more information). I am even more sick & tired of Karl getting the credit & a thank you for everything i do. Karl had managed to make five copies of what i have in my head which he placed on top of his head & promised he would be able to unlock all the good memories which i am the only one able to do that since i do not have a copy of all the partying i did instead i have the real deal!

In every life Karl has ever had has lead, he has never reached "Optimal" & has ended up in a cage in the afterlife after ever life he has lead because he has been responsible for multiple deaths. Unlike me, Karl does not have voices in his head to interrupt him & his thinking & is a spoilt brat to put it politely.

Karl does not care about anybody but himself, & if you think otherwise you are kidding yourself! Just think about how everyone he demanded to do what he wanted & met would loose the “White Light” (Please click here for more information) around themselves which means their destiny, fate, & karma would be effected negatively which Karl never cared about at all. 

His most recent life (1911 - 1972) as an SS officer that ran riot & played god at both Chelmno & Auschwitz. In the afterlife he pretends he is me, he also claims that playing god at Chelmno & Auschwitz is the reason the rest of his life was so unpleasant! He thinks with Hypnotics he is god & he discovered I was Aaron Rothschild (Please click here for more information) repeatedly tricks souls into behaviour nasty towards me & makes them eat his shit! (Please click here for more information). He died age 61 with no reason for death. i think because he was such a violent man & abused his wife plus children in his neighborhood were scared to go outside. Perhaps hospital staff did the world a favor & decided to take him out of action. Job well done!

Karl thinks I am the most useless thing in existence! Destroying me & my life is doing me a favour? He still thinks like in the day of Hitler (Please click here for more information) i am the most useless because in a past life i was Aaron Rothschild a 3.5 almost 4 year old Jewish person. Such bad & way off thinking it is ridiculous! 

He also raped & left for dead at least 717 women (Please click here for more information) whilst at Chelmno & Auschwitz.

How did this start? How different am I to Karl? Please read on by clicking the link below 

Whenever Karl gives advice which is ALWAYS self centred & only benefits himself rather than the person he is giving it to, he implements it hypnotically (Please click here for more information) so you have no choice in the matter & have to do as he advises whereas myself, if i ever give advice i try to think about the person rather than myself & my advice is for you to hear & totally up to yourself whether you take it or not. 

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For over 11 years Karl has played games on my head for his own benefit which meant i only achieved 5 & a half days of happiness. Everything from an orgasm to endorphins & life & body destroyed & i felt pain & harm by his nasty games called "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information) & by souls he convinces to play his games in the afterlife, which means if i die before my time, then the afterlife looses everything taken from me, which has been everything.

Karls past life? Why did Karl have shocking rotten teeth? Because all his life he had an adversity to water! He only drank soda pop! Why is this important? He was the idiot that placed poison (Which he remembers which kind) down the well in an attempt to kill the Christians but did not realize all the wells were connected via an underground water network & effectively killed both the Christians & the Jewish people & the land. 

Another one of Karls past lifes? He was my twin brother (Please click here for more information) & was responsible for making anyone that did not turn to "Christ","Christian" or "Chrisitianity" be killed or DEAD. He always thought he was born from heaven & a god & although looked after by a rich punter wanted King Herod's throne & wealth, hence made towns turn to Christianity & give all they had to him or the church or they would all be killed & started the holocaust scenario way back then. Who knows how many were killed as he wanted more & more people to turn his way? He lived off the fame i created by what i was doing in the afterlife (Please click here for more information).

But what is at stake for the afterlife? Only an ability to talk & hear without being attached to their own overlay? When you die will you only go straight into the light since there maybe no more afterlife for those who reach "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) & deserve to watch over their loved ones? 

Karl spends his time forcing people to do what he wants hypnotically & does not care whether they lost the white light around themselves whereas i spend most of my time trying to make people have white light around them (Please click here for more information).

Karl & I, Alan Dowsett (Birth Name) & also known as Jock Hudson (Trademarked Name from being a Porn Star), are total polar opposites. 

I have always been Gay and only Gay (although I'm only guessing I have only been homosexual since i was only three & a half, almost four years old in most lives)... Karl is Heterosexual/Bisexual! 

I am TRUTHFUL as i can be, sometimes too truthful....Karl, OMG that is why he so stressed! HE IS A TOTAL LIAR!

Karl thinks in numbers whereas i am a creative thinker. He is fast to think where i am a slow thinker & sometimes the first thing i think is not the best thing to go with as sometimes its the second or third thing i think that is the best. Karl has no voices in his head whereas I have all of them. Karl implements his thoughts & advice hypnotically whereas i have never done that. Karl's advice is always self centered & benefits him whereas mine is not. 

Karl doesn’t do quirky & has no imagination at all, or at least he doesn’t bother using it, instead he prefers to connect to my inner child which hurts like hell. It feels like a knife stabbed in both temples & a severe pain along my forehead which all the Panadol in the world will not remove whilst he listens to what drives me as a kid growing up which is a mix of the Muppets, Sesame Street, the Smurfs & other child like fun concepts like a life filled with plushies (soft toys) & then repeats what he hears from my inner child whilst I suffer.

What is interesting is Karls inner child which you could connect to without him knowing & causes him no pain since he is not human like me. I said to a lady "Picture sitting around a nice warm fire place & a cup of hot chocolate with marsh mellows" to trick her into connecting to it. Yes i have someone been connected & i cannot describe it. Cold blooded??? Sadistic??? Twisted??? Insane??? Un-comprehendible??? A Roller Coaster Ride??? The lady i tricked into connecting to his inner child by saying that, once connected, totally froze & went white as a ghost & seriously needed to be placed by a warm fire for a while with something more stiff than a hot chocolate which makes me laugh. If Karl was to say what was on his mind most would think he just had a dark sense of humour which some souls absolutely love but no... He always refuses to take my advice... Karl has to implement everything he thinks hypnotically. 

Whenever I laugh at something or something I did &/or thought, Karl gives souls in my head or that are around him memory loss so they do not know what I was laughing my head off about & then does his interpretation of what I did or say but which I hear is not all that funny as he explains his so called “innuendo “ which if in my head was the thoughts I had which lead to me laughing. Hence not seeing things from my perspective would explain why it may not sound as funny the second time around or hearing it from him! Plus when he tells things he constantly say “And get this” & And get this” to attempt to sound more interesting all though if you hear him say “They are like putty in my hands” then you know you have been taken for a ride or he expects you to do something nasty to me in order to thank him for saving something funny or making you laugh!

Karl places hypnotics all day long with no regard for anyone whereas i HATE hypnotics & it is very rare for me to place/use them.

Karl is no fun at all unless he is pretending to be me or telling people some of the fun life experiences I had before he entered my head! 

Unfortunately unlike myself, Karl always gets his way by whining & complaining & annoying the shit out of everyone & places hypnotics whether someone likes it or not. Me, i hate them with a passion (as written in my overlay)

I have past every test known to man & then some, whereas Karl failed the first truthfulness test, & every time they tested me Karl had it set up that souls would think he passed the test & then they never tested him. Plus every proper test involved my friends or loved ones not anyone to do with Karl to prove my point. 

Karl is the most selfish, arrogant & racist person to exist, whereas me, I am not selfish, arrogant or racist at all, not even in the slightest. 

Also i like to think i have manners & try to always say please & a genuine thank you, whereas Karl has hypnotics set up to make souls think that he does although he has none at all. He is a violent rude bastard. Ask him a question like what does one plus one equal & when he answers two find out how funny it is that you think he said please & thank you when he answered.

You know who I was in my past lives. I only lived to the age of 3.25 years old, almost 4 years old the first life time as believe it or not as Jesus (0 B.C - Died 4. AD) - Please click here for more information. & Karl was my identical twin brother named "Christ"(Please click here for more information).  The second life time i had, again i lived only to be 3.5 years old, almost 4 years old (1940-1944/5 Aaron Rothschild - Please click here for more information) where i died & was killed at Auschwitz & only this life i have lived longer (Alan Dowsett/Jock Hudson) in this current life.

When i am tired for no reason at all & really sleepy, with my eyes closed i see water like when your standing at the beach looking out at the water going in & outwards. 

In this lifetime, mainly because of Karl & his game (Please click here for more information) i have died as of 01/01/2022 twenty two times (Please click here for more information).

Where things do get confusing, & without sounding arrogant is that i have been around the block & tortured so when it comes to who can be the nastiest, believe it or not if i put my mind to it, then it would be me & i leave Karl for dead in that aspect.... luckily i am not cold blooded like Karl. I care whether a person has white light around them whereas Karl does not give one shit unless he is offering it up to be eaten by souls (Please click here for more information). 

Karl has only ever been in Europe such as Poland, Austria & the Netherlands & never experienced anything else. Me, i have been lucky & fortunate enough to have travelled around the world. Lived in London UK & seen some of Europe. Having already been to South America such as Columbia (Bogota/Bucaramanga), Hong Kong & New Zealand & every major town across the whole of Australia, I am originally from Sydney & left my clubbing days were i used to attend DCM & every major dance party that existed in Sydney & sometimes Melbourne. (Please click here for more information). Bought an around the world ticket via the USA to firstly live in London N1 (Please click here for more information) for close to two years & then lived in West Hollywood/Los Angeles CA so to say i have travelled a lot is not being arrogant but is an understatement compared to Karl. With knowledge brings wealth & i would say if you have the opportunity to travel then jump at the chance, whereas sadly Karl is not wealthy & never even finished High School. Me i Have a BA from London Metropolitan University, a Juris Doctor (equivalent to a Law Masters) from UNSW (Please click here for more information) plus College diplomas & certification in Advertising, Marketing, Public Relations, Community Services & Workplace Assessment & training. To put it bluntly, & i apologize for saying this but if you understood the hatred & jealousy Karl has for me & how i have been treated by him then you will forgive me, but Karl is a fuckwit, a thick head that cannot be told & a total dumb shit.  

I have been a party boy most of my life (Please click here for more information) & have done the disco & dance parties with every alphabet of party drugs galore (Please click here for more information) whereas Karl was just a violent drunk although he has made five copies of all the dance party effects i have in my head which he will never be able to utilize. 

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