204. WHAT CAN I DO WHEN THE VOICES ARE ANTAGANISING ME???

Thank you to "Dreamtime" for this image.

My Case Manager says i should do Mindfulness??? My mum says put on some music with head phones??? But the problem which only another schizophrenic would understand is that i hear them not with my ears but inside my head which means none of these suggested ideas work??? Any suggestions??? Medicate???

"Self harm" (Please click here for more information) is definitely out of the question. If i am lacking sleep i should be very chilled & laid back but this is when the "Women" (Please click here for more information) take advantage as it is easier for them to antagise me!!! 

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The women, if not antaganising me, spend their time trying to convince others that i am the biggest asshole or a selfish cunt or anything they can think up that is negative so they can continue to treat me badly & get off on doing so! Therefore my "Problem(s)" (Please click here for more information) worsen rather than improve? The Women have somone give them point scores for treating me badly & refuse to leave my head because if they did then they would not be able to regaine entry & then i would no longer be Schizophrenic! 

Here is a taste of music i like to get me going .

Please listen to the following song.

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203. THANK YOU TO THE GOOD, GOOD, GOOD VOICES IN MY HEAD!

 

Thanks"Dreamstime" for the monsters (Pauline).

There are however some good good good souls i do not say "THANK YOU" enough for their help. For fun i have pictured some, this time not as "Orange Monsters" (Please click here for more information) but although my Doctor would say "Do not engage?" but instead i have decided to represent them as fun Purple Monsters. They stop me from having "Episodes" (Please click here for more information) & assist with the only ability i have which is to somehow make the women doing hypnotics & mistreating me see sense? I am scared to mention their names, or should i say the fun nicknames that i have given them in fear of them getting bad treatment. It seems the more they try & help which i need the help, because the women in my head treat me badly or try to make out i am something bad like an asshole so they can treat me badly & do "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) means good souls are also in the firing line & end up harmed or treated badly as well. That should not be the case & i hope they remain being a great help & focused on helping me they tingle & do not loose the "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around themselves. Luckily "Present" (Please click here for more information) does reward them by making them glow which makes them feel amazing.

The fun i could have if I only heard Fun Monsters???

I will give a special thanks to Polly (Pauline - top right monster with colourful horns) & Dreamy (Benjamin - Left hand Monster) & Dreamer (Sally monster second from the left hand side,) who do the right thing by me. Another mention needs to go to the Lady i nicknamed Miss Ferrari Testarossa (Sarah) whom i am grateful because of her pleasantness & helpfulness pictured above 3rd from left as Light purple monster. Also Thanks to Miss Sassy (Pictured with Heart saying "ASSHOLE") because the first time i heard her she said that attempting to be funny except i totally cunted her before realising she was joking... she has been her weight in gold. 

Also Thank You to Sam/Samuel who wants to be heard for the good work that he has done, pictured as one eyed monster with Megaphone, because he does not like it when he is not heard, but who helps me a whole lot more than I realize & which I should be more grateful to him however his love of Hypnotics does gets him into trouble especially when he is causing me harm without realising especially when he wants me to be involved in Hypnotics. Best part about Sam/Samuel is that he never ceases to amaze me. He has a new mate named Roy or should i say Monster as pictured who helps in his own way but frustrates me as i never know what he is upto or trying to achieve but when good things are happening for me it mostly due to these two fellas i have mentioned.

There are more good souls that i have not mentioned that deserve a Thank You as well.

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