I am sick of having Episodes. How can i stop them?
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Sadly one of the last episodes i had since this blog date (As episodes generally happen weekly or if i am lucky enough & fortunate enough to have souls protect me then fortnightly) was almost one of the worst ones yet. They make it so that i cannot handle voices in my head although i hear voices in my head that are present without my permission which makes me scream my head off completely & i have no ability to stop screaming. I almost self harmed again (Please click here for more information) which i have not done in a long time. On the last few occasions that i have had an episode i have tried taking my medications & panadol since unable to swallow or drink i have been so dehydrated which causes headaches & an inability to sleep, but in attempting to take them i have choked so significantly that it scared me as i accidentally wet myself (urinated) it was so severe but then whilst sitting on the toilet i ended up doing a number two that made the women since they "Harness" (Please click here for more information) tingle which made them cheer & excited as they decided torture & causing harsh enough pain & suffering to myself will get me to do what they want me to do... NEVER! I do not do things under threat otherwise it means the same or worse treatment everytime they expect me to make them feel good.
The women did their best to torture me causing me pain in an order to make me make them feel good or to cause my death. They got "Jackpot" which is the winning sound or last thing you can achieve when playing "Search & Destroy" a game (Please click here for more information) where the main objective is to achieve my death which by making me unable to swallow permanently meant i would dehydrate & starve to death. Again these nasty selfish arrogant Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information) cheered & got moist.
What is even worse is that since souls that have white light around them were shaking their heads & feeling hatred for these women giving me an episode & not giving off a good vibe, whereas the women giving me an episode since i had done a number two whilst sitting which was just a bodily function whilst on the toilet & made them tingle & they thought successfulness of their torture were cheering & giving off a good vibe since they get off on treating me like shit meant that the "White Light" or "Present" (Please click here for more information) got very confused & souls incorrectly passed on/reincarnated!!! Sadly i do believe we lost some "Global" souls (Souls that have loved ones or persons in every part of the world to watch over & spend the majority of their time watching over loved ones rather than getting involved in nasty Hypnotics (Please click here for more information)) or any of the bullshit (Please click here for more information) that generally the women have done). Not “Present” or the “White Lights” fault at all… entirely on the women’s head!!!
PLEASE I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE ANOTHER EPISODE!
I CANNOT EVEN TALK PROPERLY OUT LOUD COZ THE VOICES DO NOT WANT TO HEAR ME WHICH SADLY SCARES MY MUM AS SHE CANNOT UNDERSTAND ME. :(
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