173. SERIOUSLY WOMEN (Not all of them, but I would call them Ladies) ARE A PROBLEM IN MY HEAD?

The female voices that i hear in my head are all in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) & they all know i want to have fun. Whenever i am having fun these women "Harness" (please click here for more information) which means they have fun whilst i sit sad & depressed & they do not care because they have done this for 3-8 years. These women could "Lay Dormant" when i have fun which means i would have fun plus they would have fun plus i would not even know they exist. These women because they "Harness" & can only do this by being in my head means they place "Hypnotics" on my head to harm my eyes so they do not hear what my brain recalls when i look at things, stop me from thinking so they do not have to hear my thoughts & also make it so i cannot be heard even though they are in my head without my permission all to accomodate themselves.. The level of selfishness & arrogance that these women have is beyond understandable. Their only excuse "We are in the afterlife"??? or "We know Hypnotics"???. The women also believe that they have every right to give me an episode (Please click here for more information) & do so on almost a weekly basis becasue they get off on causing me pain. They don't have White Light around themselves & expect me to make them feel good. Why? Because i can, & they are too lazy or riddled with hypnotics (Please click here for more information) to know any better.

If i try & set these women straight & point out they are "Sadistic" they then are twice as sadistic as before. How can i make them stop.  

Women shut up please!

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Since these women "Harness" it means they loose the white light (Please click here for more information) around themselves & drop 5 levels to the worst Ora possible. Worst Ora possible means you feel uncomfortable & every 5 seconds need to change positions or to avoid feeling uncomfortable spend time talking shit about me, & saying things that cause me vast problems & unhappiness.These women also like to place "Alan/Jock is the World's biggest asshole" or " Alan/Jock is the World's biggest cunt" or both for stimulation or to avoid feeling uncomfortable which means they treat me like shit & cannot stop themselves from treating me like shit. The reason that they feel uncomfortable (every 5 seconds they need too change position or the way they are sitting) is because when you have level 5 Ora (the worst Ora possible) the comfortable feeling should encourage you to restore yourself back to having white light however these women do not care. Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) taught them how to feel good rather than uncomfortable which of course is steeling away any fun or feel good effects produced by dopamine increases, endorphin rushes, or from any drug that i may take.

These women also love "Catch Phrases" (Please click here for more information) so when they say in my head "The problem is..." everyone observing believes i should shut up, stop thinking, cover my eyes & listen,  or they say "What you need to understand..." which means anyone observing thinks i am the stupidest fuck wit that ever lived. They usually then say "They are in the afterlife & they need to feel good". In other words i have to spread their bum cheeks & lick them out to make them feel good. This means everyone that does not know any better dislikes me completely. They do not know the real me since i have not been the real me since 2009 when i reached "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) & Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) & Jenny Rothschild (Please click here for more information) made me schizophrenic. 

Speaking of reaching "Optimal", my only ablity to get these women to "Lay Dormant" & leave my head is to somehow reason with them which is why souls that did not reach "Optimal" are not allowed or permitted in the Heaven because they go with the voice that repeats itself (That is why they go with it) HOWEVER the women that i am referring to go to the effort of making themselves even worse to deal with than a soul that did not reach "Optimal" so i have no ability to make them see reason or stop. Someone that did not reach "Optimal" i do have some chance of getting them to at least listen to the voices with all the reasons which is the best voice to go with. & then hopefully make head way with them.

Lastly these women have decided that there destiny & fate & Karma is so bad because of they way they have treated me over the last 3-11 years that they have decided that when they have level 5 ora (the worst ora possible) that they will not bother restoring the white light around themselves. Pointing out that by not having white light around themselves & harnessing is bad karma is a waste of time! Also pointing out the consequences of my death (Please click here for more information) is irrelevant to them & will not make them change their behaviour ("Well why should we" is their response) & love playing games on my head (Please click here for more information) so wish me death so they can get jackpot.

The men in the afterlife do not "Harness" & have white light around themselves spend their time socialising with each other which means they tingle & feel better than amazing because that is what happens when two people in "Heaven" both with white light around themselves can do. Forget about stealing my fun when they can do that. The women that i am referring to just do not get it!!! You cannot get better stimulation then feeling tingles & you can pull faces or talk about brain surgery or even argue & if you both have white light around yourself you will tingle non stop. Heck... even if you just focus or pay attention to me which i do not want, then because i have white light around me then if you do as well then you will tingle!!!

Luckily there are Ladies that protect themselves from Hypnotics & do get it & are with the other souls that have White Light (Please click here for more information) around themselves that do nothing but tingle all day & do not "Harness" (Please click here for more information).