177. FIVE YEARS OF BULLSHIT! HOW CAN I MAKE THEM SEE SENSE OR MAKE REASON WITH THEM?

If you have been reading my blog story then you will know that I blame women voices in my head as being "My Problem" (Please click here for more information). "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) was my biggest problem & due to his hatred & jealousy of me why I am schizophrenic and had no life, however, "Equilibrium Occurred" (Please click here for more information) four years ago as he happily went to the core to escape consequences in a way to pass/reincarnate so I should have gotten my life back but no that has not happened. Why? Because a year at least before he passed on he & the whores set up "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) that shared his hatred for me & made the women be selfish, sadistic, arrogant & narcissistic, & they have continuously placed this on their heads as having the worst Ora’s possible (level 5) & their power rush stopped them from feeling uncomfortable & gave them stimulation. Basically they treated me like shit & therefore lacked self control to stop themselves from treating me like shit. My only ability is to somehow reason with the thousands of them with this bullshit on their heads but under the influence these Whores are far worse than a soul that did not reach “Optimal” (Please click here for more information) so I have gotten no where & the number of women under the influence has only increased! Why? Because when the women feel uncomfortable they spend their time talking shit about me laced with hypnotics? 

I know what the problem is (Please click here for more information). For five years the Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information) have had no ability to do anything but treat me badly & have learnt to get off on treating me badly! They enjoy it!

What else do these whores do? Please read on.

“I know hypnotics” basically means they are gonna talk shit laced with hypnotics! Worst part is that there in nothing I can do about it which was made more than clear Monday night as the whores gave me a "Nasty Episode" (Please click here for more information). Also because they have been under the influence for so long, removing the five years of bullshit, it does not make a difference! “What you need to understand that we are in heaven & we need to feel good” which is a "Catch Phrase/Trigger" (Please click here for more information) if only I had a dollar for every time a whore has said that in my head without my permission! 

I have since learnt the five years of bullshit was made up mainly from a Game set up during Karl Josef Silberbaurs time which makes players loose the white light around themselves so they therefore feel uncomfortable & expect me to make them feel good. It also makes players LOVE hypnotics & race & compete against each other to see who can be the biggest, nastiest, most selfish, most arrogant, most sadistic & narcissistic soul they can possibly be with no regard to my well being at all & as previously mentioned makes them far worse than anything that DID NOT REACH OPTIMAL, whilst leaving me to some how deal with the vast numbers of them, sometimes in the thousands, & somehow not kill myself in an attempt just to get maybe 1 minute to myself??? Best way to be leader of the game & feel proud of your achievements is simply adopt the identity of the most recent player that over achieved which means I have suffered greatfully or felt immense pain, frustration, stress or at the very least unhappiness/depression which consequently meant they passed on/reincarnated/returned to the core or gone further downhill ending up at melting pot & ceasing to exist (no ability to be themself again & reincarnate).

Additionally this Game makes the concept of “Laying Dormant” that in relation to myself is the only thing souls should allow themselves to do  if they want to do anything that involves me, as it does not make oneself loose the White Light around oneself & consequently then feel uncomfortable, & means "NO BAD KARMA" (Please click here for more information), & is the best thing for both me & them, completely incomprehensible & the last time they will ever allow themselves to do. They would rather be Game players as mentioned above!