Tonight at Coles (Sylvania Southgate) a beautiful lady seen me sitting in the aisle crying & i tried to run away...
but she said please let me do one thing before you go...
SHE GAVE THE MOST SINCERE & CARING HUG & I COULD NOT STOP MYSELF FROM CRYING SOMEMORE!
I returned from hospital that night & the next day placed into ICU (Intensive Care Unit) & the Psychiatric Inpatient Unit.
Thank you! If only there were more beautiful people around like her then the world would be a better place!
Sadly since I had been having extremely rough & painful days dealing with the voices that were out of control...that night two police officers & two paramedics were with my mum & dad at my bedroom door listening to me sreaming my head off.
They were all HOT men which was great... but they were all worried about me & wanted to check i was alright & take me to hospital.They had been outside my room for i do not know how long listening to me screaming my head off to the voices in the afterlife that i was hearing that to stop what they are doing but they had placed 101 on my head. So to stop them for example hurting my head i would have had to say "Stop hurting my head please", "Stop hurting my head please" "Stop hurting my head please" and so fourth and only after the 102tnd time i said that or in this case yelled at the top of my lungs or threw objects in the direction i could hear one of the many voices i was hearing if i had said it 102 times in a row before they would hear me.
Only when i gave in & laid down as the voices finally stopped & i went quiet & relaxed on the bed did they knock on my bedroom door.
I do not even remember my parents taking me back to hospital, only being placed in a wheel chair & for the first 3 days not even being able to see what my doctor looked like because i was so heavily drugged.
Released Tues 15th January just before my birthday!
Released Tues 15th January just before my birthday!
