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| Photo from 2015 but used in this blog post because features ALF |
Hearing so many souls in my head takes away the fun in life that I should be having. Last week on my birthday, apparently the stars were inline & my family tried to make it great but because of hearing voices i had one of the worst days of my life. The voices discover the pain & agony that they cause me & feel sick, i hear them, but then they give themselves memory loss to stop feeling sick. Memory loss means they forget the pain & agony that they caused me & do the same thing to me again & again. Eventually their use of memory loss will catch up with them.
Whenever i feel good or off my face souls "harness" my effect which means I miss out. They should "lay dormant" which means they will feel good plus they will not be in my business & I will not miss out.
My problem is that last year on my birthday i said if things have not changed i would take myself out of the equation once & for all, but that means i lose everything & everything i love in life. I do not want to have to do that & i should not have to do that. It would mean no more birthday drinks & cuddles with ALF, Gordon Shumway (Pictured on the bed) LOL.
What am I hoping for? Please read on.
