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Friday, 8 August 2014

34. FIGHT CLUB - ANOTHER REAL LIFE STORY OF SELF HARM FROM HEARING VOICES?

The truth? The REAL fights are NEVER seen.  A reality that is unlike any scene in the movie. I would definitely stop others if i could. Hearing voices that won't stop or listen to reason. Why didn't I win when i won the first fight/argument in my head? That was the round that should have counted the most! If said once then why do i then need to say it again? because it shouldn't be said anyway? or i said it the wrong way? Or i needed to say it a hundred times in a row in order to be heard just once???


On the 10/10/09 (although Pictures from 2009) because of self harming my Right hand swollen, knuckles bleeding, as the skin split from the swelling....unable to turn my neck without pain due to the force/impact from hitting against my right hand side.... upper neck damaged from side jolts. More than a week to recover from that episode. Its hard to accept that the voices & their behaviours are out of my control! Like the movie says "This is your life"....however it is not ending at one minute at a time ...it ended as soon as your head became a "GAME BOARD" (Please click here for more information). They know i feel and hear them

All those who love the movie & thought it imaginative & done by some creative writer.... ask yourself ....What is the movie really about? & where the story come from? A fella that found self harm as being an answer? I too struggle as self harm does bring a sense of relief or feeling like you have done your best to stop what is really going on?


And then there is "No response time"? 
Sorry i don't fear the unknown! 
But when your distracted enough by these sadistic voices then your ability to control your limbs becomes out of control. 
And then you fight even harder! 

Wanna know the answer on how to gain control? Please read on by clicking the link below.