65. TROUBLES AWAKENING!

Today got my cuddle monkey (same as the monkey i owned when i was Aaron Rothschild & had taken away from me after death at Auschwitz & therefore the monkey that helped bring me into this world. When i was born in this life as Alan Dowsett, my father had exactly the same monkey (the only difference is the eyes are blue rather than cross stitching) ready for me & he was the first thing placed in my crib to keep me company (Please click here to see more of my monkey)

Today as i try to wake up i cannot stop blinking, i have to close my eyes, which i don't want to do, just to stop damn blinking. It is such a nice day & I do not wanna miss out. They are making me blink as some of the voices in my head dislike me so much they want me to be asleep & to not see the day, but thankfully I could listen to Tina Turner Chant all day. Although its making me cry it keeps me from doing anything stupid like go back to sleep coz its a beautiful day. 2 hours later - managed to get outta bed still listening to Tina & shower. She is a life saver for me today.

Sadly on other days those in the afterlife make me rub my eyes constantly so that they will be wrinkled and old. They additionally deliberately talk to me so when i respond i am looking directly into bright lights so that cataracts will form & i will need eye surgery.

To see my religious beliefs please click here.

I've tried to give perspectives on everything i have learnt & know.

I did wash my hole (ass) with "Dove" soap. hehehe. Does that mean, or is it a sign Im not gonna go peacefully and let these voices (Please click here to see) get the better of me?. LOL
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Thanks to Tina Turner Blog (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLP3TfuYaKSqYjhi8KI3J4g)

Further information on how I managed to be born again after dying age 3.5, almost 4 as Aaron Rothschild when my monkey was taken away from me (Please click here for information).

Who was Kate & did she give birth to me? Why & how was it possible for me to reincarnate? Please read on by clicking the link below.

Would you believe that back in the year 1976 a lady named Kate gave birth to me, i think coz my mum Jenny Rothschild had finally found my soul sitting in the dark at Auschwitz completely dead inside all those years and tried to restore me but when she approached me i ran straight into the light & was born again to Kate. Sadly after Kate gave birth to me, & held me in her arms & breast fed me. The wid-wife then took me from Kate to scrap the goop off my back & held me towards the wood floor. Unfortunately  this reminded me of my past life & the stab injury that went through my shoulder blade (Please click here for more information), whilst hiding under the wooden floorboards at Lodz Ghetto which also wnt into my mum at the time Jenny Rothschild whom rolled on top of me & was stabbed to death & hence how i survived the stab wound. Sadly in remembering that i then started to shake & trembled & then died in her hands that day & whilst the mid wife thought she was doing the best thing for me. I died just after being born & breast fed. 

Kate to deal with my death at birth went outside and sat in her Jeep (Toyota Landcruiser FJ pictured below) which is exactly the same as what my dad drove back when i was born next.

Photo is from T. Dowsett's collection

When born to my mum in 1977 Catherine Dowsett, a Capricorn, after induced birth since doctors realised I was well overdue, several weeks and in danger of being stillborn, my mum had an induced birth making my mum contract whether she liked it or not & which hurt & tore my mum & she needed stitches as it forced me out whether I liked it or not, & my mum had no control over the contractions during the whole time. I came out over cooked and burnt, extremely red, doctors said I’d have bad skin. My dad had already bought me a monkey same as the one I had at Auschwitz with blue eyes rather than stitches for eyes & waiting for my mum to give birth. The first thing they did was place the monkey (seen in above picture) that is the same as the one removed from me at Auschwitz placed in my crib, which they placed me into straight away since my mum was torn & needed stitches in her vagina so no holding me before being placed in the crib with the monkey.  PLUS my dad drove me home in exactly the same car as Kate drove & sat in to mourn for my death! (See Photograph right). 

How amazing is God/Number 7/Light (Please click here for more information) to have organised my birth to take place with my monkey ready & the car Kate drove to ensure i survived birth unlike the previous birth to Kate in which i died? SIDS (Instant Infant Death Syndrome) avoided. 

Kate is one of the most beautiful souls, never ever sworn once in her life. Even when she said & tried to say the word bitch once (and that even is not a swear word, it means a female dog), i knew she felt uncomfortable and i laughed my head off. 

Karls Games (Please click here for more information) included having 101 souls against me that were under his nasty control & he would only allow one soul (Kate) that could help me.

BUT.... KATE WOULD BE PLACED ON REVERSE (Hypnotic - Please click here for more information) & BECAUSE SHE WAS FILLED WITH LOVE FOR ME MEANT SHE WOULD BE MORE DEADLY THAN THEM AND SHE SPENT HOURS & DAYS & WEEKS ON END SITTING HOLDING HER HEAD TO AVOID HARMING ME. 

Bless that beautiful lady she was born again & reincarnated when i heard her scream out loud a swear word (The worst one possible but please click here for more information regarding language) for the first time... that is how i knew Karl had gone too far with his games & she (Kate) would no longer be up there in the afterlife trying to save me.