On this day & date, i was not taking photos of myself instead i lay on the floor wedged in the door way praying for another seizure (Body Spams) to finally end! I say the seizures are caused by the voices i am hearing in my head.
It seems each time a seizures occurs & all my body parts are moving without my control & i am crashing around on the floor my only hope is to scramble to the nearest doorway not to take a picture of myself like seen above but instead an open door is something i can wedge myself in-between & then form a way to stop hurting myself & doing more damage to myself whilst i have no control or way of stopping my body parts from moving & hitting things around the room or wall or walls each time. Being stuck in-between each side of the door frame (knees against one side and back of neck against the other) means that my body parts & limbs which i am unable to control are restricted causing less damage during the painful convulsions. (No response time? = No time to stop afterlife moving my body parts when distracted by their voices?) (Please click here for more info on why this is a problem.)
This seems to happen to me most weeks.
Otherwise being stuck between the spokes of a large wheel like a chariot or wagon wheel especially if i was younger, say the age of a 3•5, almost 4 year old, like my soul is meant to be aged back from my past life when i lived as "Aaron Rothschild" (Please click here for more information), or even further back in an earlier past life where i died by crucifixion at an even younger age "Then a Wagon/Chariot Wheel would keep me safer than wedging myself in a door jam" (Please click here for more information).
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