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A guy sitting in a outdoor bar area seen me smash the side of my head (Please click here for more information) & seen me yelp & he screamed out that he loved me as i ran. He was a sexy bearded man too, just my type. LOL.
Sadly I am still experiencing pains in places that I should not be hurting (unrelated to gym workouts) & suffering headaches that go from each temple across my forehead every day. I do not even get to feel the endorphin rush that i should feel when working out as those nasty souls in the afterlife feel them instead. The voices in my head harass me whilst i try and work out, they say i cannot self harm when i am in front of other people at the gym and then as i push out a set as i workout they harness my endorphin rush that i should be getting and believe that is their reward for harassing me to the point i have to leave the gym or have a nicorette overdose to avoid self harming because i have no way of escaping the voices & their harassment. "Harnessing" or "Obtaining" or "Receiving" my endorphins means they feel the endorphin rush and all i feel is headache or nothing at all.
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