71•5. I WAS FOOLED BY KARL JOSEF SILBERBAUER! NEW YEAR START!

I guess i was fooled (Please see earlier Christmas Post - Please click here to see that blog post) & maybe it does not pay to be so forgiving? Countless souls that i hear in my head that won't identify themselves reminded me since Sunday that they can take away any bit of happyness i have & they are good at it. Why? because they did not enjoy life the way i had learnt how to do, &/or some souls find destroying life far more fun! "Why should we let him enjoy life when we did not"? its sad but that is what some so called 'Angels' in the afterlife are all about it seems? Even tonight as i go to bed unhappy... i've made souls in the afterlife upset because they have no challenge now! But they are all happy & proud of themselves? Or is Joanna his mother & Rob his father that are the happiest? (Please click here to find our more information regarding her and him)

Photo from 2010

New Year almost here... ☹️ Now when I look in the mirror what do I see? 

I do not see me like you see me pictured left, but i do see, looking at myself, that I have put up a damn bloody good fight... just look at the years that have past!

How worse can tomorrow be? Eeeeeeeeek! 

Hopefully I will become 

Super Grover (my nickname) 

once more?

Pic 1=How I feel now    | Pic 2=Hopefully how i will soon feel if voices are nice to me.|     Pic 3= Super Grover is what i wanna be again once more