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| Photo taken March 2023 |
My heart goes out to all the other schizophrenics that hear voices. Does life get any better when your schizophrenic. Some days things start to come good & just when i think i am going to get my life back
(Please click here for more information) then faaaaaaaarken hell things get worse! Tonight to be honest i just wanted a quiet night & i wanted to have a wank
(Please click here for more information) but bloody hell... no chance! I have given up attempting to have sex with other people because if the voices won't let up whilst i am with someone then no chance of getting hard & enjoying myself! it sucks to say the least! Plus the last time someone touched my ass, somehow the voices made it hurt rather than feel good, so what is the point? I know i should tingle when someone touches me & i hear the voices that are in my head saying that they tingle & feel good but why do i not feel good. I guess they are harnessing again?
(Please click here for more information). Plus to make matters worse there is a guy in the afterlife named Michael who is worse than Karl Josef Silberbauer
(Please click here for more information) & he thinks like Karl that i am the most useless thing because in my past life i was Aaron Rothschild
(Please click here for more information). He wishes for me to kill myself so he can rip his cock up my ass & feel my life slip away (He learnt that from Karl
(Karl has done it before - Please click here for more information)) as my soul enters the afterlife. He is a huge problem for me & always puts reverse/opposite hypnotic
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Instead of me smiling it should be me frowning & being upset!
Telling it like life as a schizophrenic really is!
