It seems almost weekly i am having an episode. An episode is when the voices in my head have taken control & i am left screaming my head off. I cannot talk properly, I cannot swallow which means i cannot drink, eat or take anything, & the voices in my head i find so frustrating that i cannot do anything but scream. The worst part about not being able to swallow is that you choke. When i go to take my medications it makes it extremely hard to take. The voices like to play a game
"Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information) but an upgraded version wanting me to self harm
(Please click here for more information) or even kill myself which makes no sense. The voices are meant to be in
"Heaven" (Please click here for more information) but are seriously selfish & continue to
"Harness" (Please click here for more information) my good feelings sensations or now
"Automated Harnessing?". All the voices want to do is place
"Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) on me because they have learnt them & have unlimited time & nothing better to do but always with me on the receiving end.
I am sick of having Episodes. How can i stop them?
How bad can they be or how hard to deal with them can it get? Please read on.
