So how was Mardi Gras? I did my best,
"tried to get off my face" (Please click here for Blog Story 168.) because, although it's not for everyone & sober living is best, i knew if i got the effect that i should had then it would be fun. Sadly the voices
"harnessed" (Please click here for Blog Story 97.) or as they are now doing robbing me of an increased effect that I produce which made me feel like shit & all i wanted to do was lay down. You would think that since the women in my head gave me an
"Episode last week" (Please click here for Blog Story 176.) that being Mardi Gras they should let me have fun. Still like a trooper i managed to get out & have a dance with once voice in my head that was just getting off on a quick rush by calling me an
"Asshole" or
"Selfish Asshole" or
"Cunt" (Please click here for Blog Story 76.) with vengeance & giving me attitude. If i had a dollar for every time someone has said in my head, which they have no permission to enter, a nasty name or a show of disrespectfulness, i'b be a Billionaire
No fun with a frown on my face? Voices won't stop harassing me, so i went home & slept.
Happy Mardi Gras 2025
