170. ITS A NEW YEAR!

Happy New Year to all those souls that I have love for. I wish you a good year to come!

This past year sadly was not the best year for me, I’m so sad form, but then sadly I have not had a good year since the voices entered my without my permission back in Year 2009. If they had not entered my head where would I be now (Please click here for more information)?

I wish nothing more this New Years Eve than to have a good year where I feel like I have gotten my life back after rudely being interrupted. Sure I would like to win the Lotto & settle down but I'd be happy with having no Souls in my head or near me that do not have "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around them & to not have any soul at all "Harness" (Please click here for more information) any of the good feelings, effects, emotions & energies that I might have or provide myself with although I do not mind if souls want to "Lay Dormant" & enjoy the vibes I give off, then I would love my return to Roller Skating (Please click here for more information) which is the sport I love the most (Please click here for more information & to watch me Roller Skating in the past) & I would feel like I have life again. Hopefully I am not asking for too much?

How hard is it to get good help? Please read on.

169. OUT SHOPPING & MET SOME NEW FRIENDS!

Like usual the voices in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) that are in my head (mainly women) are totally pissing me off! Nothing unusual about that! Anyways trying my best to make the most of it & have fun! Out shopping for a friend and met a few friends! They were not cheap either considering we were at Salvation Army Store in Tempe which sells second hand goods, but then good friends are never cheap, they maybe Skanky once in a while but never cheap!

If only the voices in my head were as friendly as these guys! These lovely bears are not Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information).

If everyone in Heaven especially all the women read Blog Story Post 164 (Please click here for more information) without any sort of “Reverse/Opposite” on their heads which means they process all the information that they need & has been written for their own benefit & took the cloud off their heads which stops them from having voices in their head & stops the "Hypnotic" (Please click here for more information) that I & “Present” (Please click here for more information) placed that makes souls put things into perspective from my point of view which is needed so I get better treatment plus educates them about me & where I would be if voices had never entered my head without my permission back in 2009 (Please click here for more information) then New Years Eve which is tomorrow would be a good one! 

168. DRUG PROBLEM??? NOT POSSIBLE WITH VOICES IN MY HEAD!

2004

Seriously the only drug problem i have is that i do not have any that are fun & non-prescription (Please click here for more information). 

As you can see from photo (2004) i know how to get munted, but getting shit faced is not possible with voices in my head!

Would you believe, I'll be honest regarding the 2004 photo. When i was in New York i had bought Ecstasy tablets & then decided rather than fly to London since it was only May & University (Please click here for more information) did not start until September to fly to LA since my friend Cameron in photo had just moved to LA to hang out with him. He found two Ecstacy tablets in my sunglasses case that i had forgotten about. 

I told him those bloody things had no effect so i shoved one in his mouth & i took the other one.

As you can see in Photo they did have an effect. I'd had a couple whilst at the Roxy back in New York & did not think pills were any good!

2004 Pride Party West Hollywood, LA.

In regards to those pills I had forgotten what happened back in New York. Last night anywhere you have to go out & party...right??? I ended up out partying & taken to a Sex Club with a guy i met online only to realise that it was already 8am & I being cheap had booked a 9am Shuttle Bus from my Hotel to take me to the airport for my flight to LA. I ran outta club without saying good bye the guy that had taken me there, hurried back to Hotel & packed up with 5 minutes to spare before Shuttle Bus arrived so i called my friend Jonathan & so off my face got on the Bus, still on the phone, & rudely started telling Jonathan what the other people on the bus were like. I am guessing the Bus driving turned music on in the Bus to try & drown out my phone rudess... HOWEVER.. i thought the girl beside me had broke into song, so i gave her a filthy look because i thought she was so on herself & such a wanna be singing idol to dare start sing on a bus. Good thing i didnt tell her to get over herself. I ignored her & looked out window finally finishing my phone call. Then i thought actually now that i listen to her she is actually a very good singing & only when i wondered how did she do the music accompaniment to her singing. 

I realised the girl was not singing out loud but sat where the stereo speaker was on the Bus.

I arrived at New York Airport where the check in lady grabbed me by both arms & pulled me accross her desk to say in my ear "Honey, Honey Honey, where did you come from?" i answered why? She asked me if i had come from South Africa & had been on the "Whacky Weed?" I said no but admitted i really needed Xanex or Valium but did not want to miss my flight. Laughing the lady whom figured i was so wired figured i needed help & said show me where you are going to be sitting & i'll make sure you do not miss your flight.

Clearly i was so off my face that it showed!

Back to the voices being my problem. Please read on.