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Friday, 15 March 2019

50. DREAMS EFFECTED BY VOICES? MAYBE IM JUST GOOD AT GIVING NIGHTMARES? LOL!

How often do you stop sit down & think or dream? 
Can you have dreams when your not asleep? 
Can dreams come true? 
I used to dream into the future about what i wanted to do, where i wanted to go & then even think about how i was gonna get there... 
I felt dreams always come true. 

The Monkey i have in this lifetime & how i managed to be born in this lifetime without dieing (Please click here for more information), & helped me dream at night & very similar to the original Monkey given to me by "Emil Rothschild"(Please click here for more information) back during my past life as "Aaron Rothschild"(Please click here for more information) got taken away from me when presumed dead at Auschwitz. The voices say the person took him from me & discarded him on the backseat of a Limo as they escaped prosecution of their involvement at Auschwitz. Please return him to help my dreams & improve my mental health?


Maybe the return of monkey would have meant the avoidance of the difficulties like today with hearing voices & feeling immense unexplained pain (testicular/groin pain @ level 1000) and a overdose of Lurasidone & Quetiapine occurred in order to deal with the pain. After the overdose I firstly noticed i was not laying in bed & I had left fecal matter on the bed & seeing my mum 
scream when she seen the state i was in & was already on the phone to Emergency Services when i collapsed completely paralysed & only hearing the sirens of the Ambulance getting closer did i feel relief from such a near death experience. They helped me regain movement of my body parts after paralysation & only the able to slur speech & took me straight to Hospital.

Dreams totally taken away as i end up in ICU (Intensive Care Unit - Sutherland Hospital) because the voices I hear in my head go too far in ruining them!