Men would agree that sometimes there is nothing better than putting on porn & having a good old wank or a jerk off session. I'll be honest, i love stroking off BUT sadly where my problems begin.
It seems lately whenever i am doing ordinary stuff the voices i hear in my head, due to having schizophrenia, are usually tolerable. However heaven forbid if i wanted to do something fun & that is sexual. I would love to be able to sit back & enjoy stroking one out but it seems the voices refuse to allow me to do just that. When i attempt to masturbate or have sex with others the voices absolutely annoy the shit out of me, what i hear from them is insulting to the intelligence, & beyond frustrating! They like to steal erection, make my cock release cum when i am not hard & it becomes hard to orgasm, make my cock overly sensitive or under/less sensitive to what it should be which makes you stop stroking your cock to not cause damage, or make my groin hurt or give me testicular pain. For more information on nasty cock things please click here. I am over these voices in my head. PLUS if i was to do something that i should not being admitting to be doing like smoke meth to enhance masturbation when my receptors release dopamine souls in the afterlife "Harness" (Please click here for more information) my dopamine release which smoking that stuff does then it means i feel nothing & might as well be smoking a fart coz it does nothing & has no effect, & it means they are then stuck in my head hearing my sexual thoughts and fantasies. If they laid dormant they would get the full effect whereas as soon as the harness because they are in my head they have reduced the effect significantly & it is no where near as good.
SERIOUSLY THESE VOICES WON'T GIVE ME A BREAK & LET ME HAVE A GOOD WANK! (PHOTOS FROM YEAR 2006). THEY WILL NOT LET UP FOR A MINUTE!
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