151. MISS DEPRIVATION & WHAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH!

There has been a voice in my head which i have nicknamed Miss Deprivation (Carol-Anne Scott) whom was around during biblical days & beat the shit out of Jesus & cut his skull open to see if it was a brain like that of humanity & a human rather than being born from heaven & a god like they believed before "Buddhism" (Please click here for more information).  "She also cut off Jesus's twin brother" (Please click here for more information) Christs/Christian's penis & ate it (Please click here for more information)  She only wants to deprive me of fun & happiness & is so mixed up with hypnotics (Please click here for more information) that no one in the afterlife is safe from her evil ideas & ways. She has been "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) my endorphins (Please click here for more information) for at least 3-4 years & now that they are so strong or extreme believes only she should be entitled to feel them. When do i get to feel my own endorphins & when do i get to have fun? Last weekend she played a game on my head (Please click here for more information) that lasted 48 hours. it was painful & torture for me. I was screaming & yelling in pain but she refuses to let me have fun & happiness. Worse than "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) & probably the brains behind him. I guess with her around the afterlife will never escape the "Consequences" (Please click here for more information) & sadly i won't get my life back.

She thinks she is God & will not stop attempting to replace the "White Lights" position??? Luckily NOT POSSIBLE!!! The fact she does not have White Light means that if she did obtain the "White Lights" power, & in doing so ensures a bad ora, the powers are useless. 

To get rid of her only to have some soul bring her back into my head. Frustrating is an understatement. (Please click here for more information). 

The vulgarity of thinking she can do what the "White Light" does? Waste of time!

Why else is this a major problem? Please read on.

The problem with being deprived of having fun & depraved having no alone time (no voices in my head) is that now when ever i do begin to have fun i find it hard not to get upset & cry! I still cannot understand why the women want to deprave me of having fun. 

2025 Update: It's been several years since Miss Deprivation was around trying to gain "Present's" (Please click here for more information) power but women still want to follow in her footsteps. The reason they want the power is because they have realised that because they have basically spent the best part of 5 years cunting me they will not reincarnate as human & not even as the lowest common denominator a micro-organism (Please click here for more information) & their only option is to cease in their existence which drives their force to gain powers so they can then place themselves & reincarnate themselves as human with ideal parents & wealthy ones too because they are so arrogant & feel they deserve that.

What they don't realise if that even with the powers & somehow the ability to locate a pregnant woman that's about to give birth they cannot connect because the woman would be giving birth to a baby that has bad karma at level "A" whereas these woman, if this makes sense have bad karma (Please click here for more information) at level "X" which means even "Present" could not connect them & have them reincarnate. Waste of time!

Plus learning something say via a text book or giving yourself abilities to do something is a whole lot different to lived experience which "Present" has over a quadrillion years of lived & learnt experience. Plus again like i said the arrogance of these women thinking that they can do a better job than the "White Light" (Present) means they fail before they have begun. ADDITIONALLY the abilities & powers "Present" has no human soul has the capacity to have as they a limited by their brain so no point attempting to acquire.

Miss Deprivation "Wannabe's" try dipping your Extra Heavy Duty Maxi Pads (with or without the wings) in something scented or give yourself a two finger vagina rip to wake up because your croutchola is seriously a problem!