Surprisingly the last two days have gone ok after a few hard days were had. I have not had a huge problem with the voices in my head yesterday or today. They still annoy me but nowhere near as much as they normally do. "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) is back in my head but not harassing me & he seems to be doing his own thing. It is hard to change from hating someone so much to not dislike them anymore. "Miss Deprivation" (Please click here for more information) has gone. "Michael" (Please click here for more information) (Karl's side kick) is back as well but again like Karl has stopped with the hypnotics & are not placing "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) on me so things are looking up! I pointed out how bad a karma they have which has made them stop & think & change their ways. Plus good souls, & even a soul whom I am sure used to be one of my high school teachers (My year 7 female English Teacher) are helping me out!
What is the point of Souls in Heaven (Please click here for more information) feeling like they could climb Mount Everest a thousand times when they are not the one at the gym needing to push out another set til failure. Remember you need to destroy the muscle to have it rebuild bigger! The Souls in Heaven just do not get it (Please click here for more information)! Clearly they have never worked out at a gym? Plus not allowing me the feeling which if they laid dormant could feel as well, unaware of the good vibe that would come from me each time i succeeded in working out! Grrrrrrrrrr. Damn it... I wanna get back in shape.
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