Last night went to Mardi Gras party & had one of the best times of my life & one of the few nights of true fun & happiness since reaching "Optimal"
(Please click here for more information) in 2009 when i first started hearing voices & one of the few breaks i have had from hearing voices since White Party 2011
(Please click here for more information) & feeling an earthquake which stopped the voices
(Please click here for more information). I'll be honest & tell that i had taken one ecstasy pill & one dose of
GBL (Gamma Butyrolactone) & was totally off my face having fun. I heard the voices in my head had decided to keep Karl Josef Silberbauer
(Please click here for more information) out of my head & they lay dormant to me & were amazed how shit faced they felt. They did not "Harness"
(Please click here for more information). To put things in perspective back when i was a party boy (2000's) i would go through a pill every couple of hours & a vast about of
K (Ketamine) & i had 8 dozes of GBL tonight ready expecting to party like old days, so only having one pill & one dose was super amazing. All i did was laugh, dance & do my best to ensure no one seen my eyes rolling in the back of head i was having that much fun!
Only once during the night for a split second did i hear a voice in my head.
Was having that much fun worth the payback? Please read on.
