152. THINGS ARE LOOKING UP & THE SUN IS SHINING!

Photo taken May 2023

Surprisingly the last two days have gone ok after a few hard days were had. I have not had a huge problem with the voices in my head yesterday or today. They still annoy me but nowhere near as much as they normally do. "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) is back in my head but not harassing me & he seems to be doing his own thing. It is hard to change from hating someone so much to not dislike them anymore. "Miss Deprivation" (Please click here for more information) has gone. "Michael" (Please click here for more information) (Karl's side kick) is back as well but again like Karl has stopped with the hypnotics & are not placing "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) on me so things are looking up! I pointed out how bad a karma they have which has made them stop & think & change their ways. Plus good souls, & even a soul whom I am sure used to be one of my high school teachers (My year 7 female English Teacher) are helping me out!

Sadly I still cannot go to the gym because souls are harnessing (Please click here for more information) my endorphins. Souls in the afterlife feel amazing & like they could climb Mount Everest & i feel like shit & have no motivation at all!

What is the point of Souls in Heaven (Please click here for more information) feeling like they could climb Mount Everest  a thousand times when they are not the one at the gym needing to push out another set til failure. Remember you need to destroy the muscle to have it rebuild bigger! The Souls in Heaven just do not get it (Please click here for more information)! Clearly they have never worked out at a gym? Plus not allowing me the feeling which if they laid dormant could feel as well, unaware of the good vibe that would come from me each time i succeeded in working out! Grrrrrrrrrr. Damn it... I wanna get back in shape.

151. MISS DEPRIVATION & WHAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH!

There has been a voice in my head which i have nicknamed Miss Deprivation (Carol-Anne Scott) whom was around during biblical days & beat the shit out of Jesus & cut his skull open to see if it was a brain like that of humanity & a human rather than being born from heaven & a god like they believed before "Buddhism" (Please click here for more information).  "She also cut off Jesus's twin brother" (Please click here for more information) Christs/Christian's penis & ate it (Please click here for more information)  She only wants to deprive me of fun & happiness & is so mixed up with hypnotics (Please click here for more information) that no one in the afterlife is safe from her evil ideas & ways. She has been "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) my endorphins (Please click here for more information) for at least 3-4 years & now that they are so strong or extreme believes only she should be entitled to feel them. When do i get to feel my own endorphins & when do i get to have fun? Last weekend she played a game on my head (Please click here for more information) that lasted 48 hours. it was painful & torture for me. I was screaming & yelling in pain but she refuses to let me have fun & happiness. Worse than "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) & probably the brains behind him. I guess with her around the afterlife will never escape the "Consequences" (Please click here for more information) & sadly i won't get my life back.

She thinks she is God & will not stop attempting to replace the "White Lights" position??? Luckily NOT POSSIBLE!!! The fact she does not have White Light means that if she did obtain the "White Lights" power, & in doing so ensures a bad ora, the powers are useless. 

To get rid of her only to have some soul bring her back into my head. Frustrating is an understatement. (Please click here for more information). 

The vulgarity of thinking she can do what the "White Light" does? Waste of time!

Why else is this a major problem? Please read on.