The voices i heard in my head said that they would leave my head once i got onto the plane. I was flying QANTAS airbus a380 & somehow managed to get an exit row seat at the back of the plane where there are only two seats next to the massive exit door (See pic (Seat Map) in this Story Blog Post below). I was in a bad state after being constantly harassed by the voices leading up to the flight & on board i learnt there is no point smashing your head against the toilet wall
(Please click here for more information) because the walls are made of panels & people would wonder what the loud bang sound was. Being on the flight & hearing the voices would disappear i decided to take the
Atripla medication
(Please click here for more information) which has 600-mg of
Sustiva (efavirenz) which i had stopped taking because it enabled the voices to move my body parts & gave me loads of problems whilst it was in my system. This meant Karl Josef Silberbauer
(Please click here for more information) would go for gold & not leave my head.
When I landed totally fatigued in Sydney i called my parents & luckily my dad was home to come & pick me up. So distracted from the voices i had forgotten to tell my parents which flight I was on & when i was coming home.
Did Karl want to kill everyone on board the plane? Please click the link below to read more.
His plan was to take over control of my body parts & attempt to get me to open the plane exit door & since i took the Atripla for the first time in a week meant he was not going to let the opportunity pass him by. How many people would have been killed if that occurred. The lights on the plane had been lowered & it was sleep time since we departed at 10pm. My entire body seized up totally, i had a full blow seizure where all my body parts froze. my feet dug into the floor & my shoe came off. All i could do was repeat in my head "Arm" "Arm" Arm" "Arm" "Arm" "Arm" until i had the ability to concentrate long enough to relax my arm & stop it from digging into the arm rest. Then "Leg" "Leg" "Leg" "Leg" & so forth until i was able to relax my leg. I had to do this for ALL my body parts.
If any of the Trolly Dollys (Flight Attendants) had seen, but luckily the curtain to the galley was pulled closed, the state i was in they would have called emergency & i do not know what would have happened. Finally i managed to relax all my body parts. We were now coming into Sydney & i was so exhausted from the seizure i could not stop my feet from moving as i heard Karl say, step left together, then step right together & then step left together. Karl pretended to Katherine (Please click here for more information) & Jenny Rothschild (Please click here for more information) that he had been teaching me how to dance & that i enjoyed the experience.
There was not much point being in Sydney although i had to renew my visa. When i was at North Bondi Beach with all my friends as they talked, because the voices were going so loud in my head, i was unable to hear what my friends were saying. I would simply pretend to laugh when they laughed & nod my head as if i were able to socialise with them. When my father drove me back to the airport to return to Los Angeles he told me that my Grandma (Nanna Dowsett) was in hospital & was more than likely going to pass away however again so distracted by the voices i never managed to get to see her before i left & sadly never got to say goodbye.
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