50. DREAMS EFFECTED BY VOICES? MAYBE IM JUST GOOD AT GIVING NIGHTMARES? LOL!

MY MONKEY IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME & MY SOUL SINCE MY ORIGINAL MONKEY GOT TAKEN AWAY FROM ME AT AUSCHWITZ & GOT LEFT ON THE BACK SEAT OF A LIMO AT AN AIRPORT BY THE PERSON THAT TOOK HIM FROM ME. CAN I HAVE THE ORIGINAL MONKEY BACK PLEASE TO FIX MY HEAD?

Photo: The Monkey i have in this lifetime & how i managed to be born in this lifetime without dieing (Please click here for more information), very similar to the original Monkey that got taken away from me. 

How often do you stop sit down & think or dream? Can you have dreams when your not asleep? Can dreams come true? I used to dream into the future about what i wanted to do, where i wanted to go & then even think about how i was gonna get there... so i always felt that my dreams would come true & felt them always coming closers & closer. 

I CANNOT THINK & DREAM ANYMORE WITH VOICES IN MY HEAD?

I think having him back (my original monkey) will restore my soul & stop the voices in my head. I have heard that my original monkey exists & that he was left on the back seat of a limo at an airport by the person that stole him from me at Auschwitz. 

Maybe the return of monkey would have meant of the avoidance of the difficulties like today with hearing voices & feeling immense unexplained pain (testicular/groin pain @ level 1000) and a overdose of Lurasidone & Quetiapine occurred in order to deal with the pain. i gained an ability to firstly notice i was not laying in bed & I had left fecal matter on the bed & then seeing my mum scream & run to call emergency services & only hearing the sirens of the Ambulance getting closer did i know the wonderful people, like all Paramedics are, i knew this near death experience would be over. 

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