67. I'M READY TO CRACK IT! SPENDING TIME IN THE SUN SHOULD ONLY BRING FUN & HAPPINESS?

Photo taken 1st November 2019

In writing this i am scared everyone with think all i do is complain and frankly there is a-lot of people that have life tougher than me so the last thing i have is an excuse to crack it. 

I am allowed, after Myocarditis (Please click here) to return and workout at the gym & that includes doing weights now, and my results from the hospital regarding my health have been good. Only one more week of follow up tests.

I been extremely luckily to spend the last few days in the sun which have been more than enjoyable to say the least. That's why tonight at the gym... frustrating... grrrrrrr... I couldn't have looked unhappier if i tried? It's a great thing being able to start getting back into shape again but i guess i'm still dealing with the fact that i am stuck hearing voices non stop and no matter what I say & do and whether i like it or not, and everywhere I go including here at the gym.

I really miss being me. I want me back! 😕

Thanks to Foxes (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCf5x_oiTyNRK72ALzmddwUA)