182. THE FUN I COULD BE HAVING IF NO VOICES IN MY HEAD?

The voices i hear in my head being "Schizophrenic Diagnosed" (Please click here for more information) are in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) & majority of them want to treat me badly & give me "Episodes" (Please click here for more information). This October Long Weekend "I Remember House" (Please click here for more information) was held & a friend convinced me to go. I was paranoid that i am out of shape from inability to go to the "Gym" (Please click here for more information) however i did go. Seen a lot of familiar faces & when i arrived the party was absolutely going off! Same generation as me as i do not think getting off your face & dancing is the next generations thing?

Will the Retirement Village be going off? MY TIME IS LIMITED!

They say that dogs are a good judge of Character???

Would you believe this is not my dog???

I was sitting in the park???

What happened at the Party? Please read on.

Sadly the voices in my head took over, mostly "Women" (Please click here for more information), & sadly for me, whilst at the party i sat there looking unhappy & trying not to cry. All the women had decided that I was a cunt & backed it up as their excuse for treating me so badly since 2009! Like a broken record i kept hearing them say "He is a Cunt" (Please click here for more information).

”The truth about why the voices have treated me so badly, rudely & painfully is because they have Unlimited Time, not one voice in their heads & nothing better to do & refuse to put things in perspective & think how would I feel/be if I was him & he was me!” Also because they do things in groups & large numbers no one with “White Light” (Please click here for more information) I was not able to "Get off my Face" (Please click here for more information) because the voices were "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) although i did my best to enjoy. 

Sitting at a Party looking like you have shit on the liver is not a good look so before even an hour i left the party. I am so upset. Imagine the amount of fun i could be having & "Where Would I Be" (Please click here for more information) if i did not have voices in my head? I am upset today. What is stopping you now? "Suicide is not the Answer" (Please click here for more information).