187. STILL HAVING PROBLEMS WITH THE WOMEN VOICES IN MY HEAD.

 

Why do i have to have voices in my head??? After being in "Hospital" (Please click here for more information) i have started new "Medication" (Please click here for more information) which initially started well when first taken as it stopped the voices in my head but now??? The "Women" (Please click here for more information) in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) new i was having an increased dosage injected monthly & when i had the last injection deliberately staying my head because they say i am their cash cow??? At night they place Nicotine Withdrawal on my legs & my back to stop me from sleeping which is so uncomfortable that i overdosed on the Olanzapine trying to deal with what they were doing! If i do not make them feel good they reckon that they have every right to give me an "Episode" (Please click here for more information).  They are selfish as they always "Harness" (Please click here for more information) & arrogant as hell. They know i cannot do anything about them, i have no defence against them. Now go with "Automated Harnessing". Do they not realise how ugly they look doing "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) especially when it is because they have unlimited time & nothing better to do??? They need Stimulation???

I do not know them & do not want them in my head. 

They do not have permission to be in my head!!! 

Their Karma (Please click here for more information) is so bad that they can not reincarnate & instead are ceasing in existence! This makes them worse again as they figure they have nothing to loose?

The New Medication (Please click here for more information) should be working but the Women refuse to leave my head!!!

186. WHAT IS IN A NAME? HOW DID MY TRADEMARKED NAME ORIGINATE?

 How did my name come about? Well originally when i was listed on "Gaydar Commercial Site" (Please click here for more information) I was ...Jock to appear at the top because with 3 full stops i appeared ahead of all those in alphabetical order. I needed a last name. I had met a guy named Brett Hudson who lived in Penrith & drove a Commodore with a body kit & i thought was butch so i thought try the last name "Hudson" I then became Jock Hudson. But then because Jock Hudson rhymes so well with Rock Hudson and it sounded catchy that i liked the name & it stuck. I am sorry but i had completely forgotten or more correctly found it irrelevant that i had used Brett's last name AND RUDELY NEVER EVEN TOLD HIM UNTIL IT WAS TOO LATE. I was already using the name. LUCKILY He & I are still the best of friends. 

Rock Hudson was actually 6'5" (196cm) Tall same height as myself. Except he is brunette whereas i am "Blonde (Tawny)" (Please click here for more information). He was the first famous person to come out of the closet with HIV & sadly AIDS & spent a lot of time in Cedars Sinai Hospital fighting for his life, whereas I spent a lot of time in Cedar Sinai Hospital because of reckless behaviour "Almost ending in death" (Please click here for more information). I had an account with "Cedar Sinai Hospital from frequenting it so much" (Please click here for more information). I only did Safe Sex Films because i wanted to work for AHF (Aids Healthcare Foundation). Thank You to Titan Men & C1R & Falcon Studios/Ragging Stallion for allowing this. 

Jock Hudson is Rock Hudson on "Opposite/Reverse" (Please click here for more information).