It's hard to look & feel good when "Women voices" (Please click here for more information) are constantly calling you a selfish asshole or cunt because i am not focused on entertaining them or primarily making them feel good. If they are not treating me badly they spend their time trying to convince everyone that i am a selfish asshole? Why can't they allow me to feel good? I sadly am not happy with myself as i have gained weight from the "Medication" (Please click here for more information) & going to the gym is pointless as i cannot work out whilst i do not feel any "Endorphin Rush" (Please click here for more information) as the voices make it that they feel them while i feel nothing? What is the point of them feeling like they could climb Mount Everest (Feeling from Endorphin Rush) when they have unlimited time & do not have to push out the next set?
Its been at least 3 years since i have had sex with someone? I even have problems "masturbating" (Please click here for more information) as the voices do not leave me alone. One of the last attempts to have sex with someone was a disaster. The expression on my face showed pure pleasure & enjoyment written on my face, then as i tried to tell the voices in my head to shut up & fuck off, the expression on my face then looked like i was ready to kill someone which, as you can imagine, was very confusing for the guy i was playing with.The arrogance of the voices feeling they were more important wanting attention, with their unlimited time, rather than allowing me fun & fun for the person i was with?
Imagine the fun i could/would have if I did not hear voices?
Foxy Loxy showing how to bust a move?
How to be Foxy? How to show off a hairy crack?
It's not a party if there is no crack?
I need my Mojo back?
The "Women" I hear in my head would rather give me an "Episode" (Please click here for more information) than have that happen?
How can i when i cannot go to the gym?
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