63. JOCK HUDSON TO BE HOSPITALISED THIS MONDAY

After 10 years of hearing voices & having difficulties Jock HUDSON (aka Alan Dowsett) will be placed in hospital at the start of next week for different treatment. Unfortunately hospitalisation is required to ensure the former porn star does not leave us if adverse effects of the treatment occur.

I had intended to write more in this blog but the weekend has come to an end & I'm not sure what to say. Hopefully this week will go well, i'll be back in charge of my life instead of having it dictated by voices in my head, finally get some of the tattoos i been wishing to get (Please click here to see) the following week and soldier on ahead. Sure you never want to be the last one to leave a party but i still think there is plenty of party left in me yet. (To see how the party started please click here).

Update Monday 7th September 2019 Morning:
Been at hospital having tests done. Was shown around the Mental Health unit where i will be staying so i don't feel like i am being locked away like i would if placed as an Hospital inpatient. Have been told a lot of people are on Clozapine (Click here for more information) which they will be administering so it seems i have nothing to worry about at all. :) GRIN. Will be time to party again real soon. For a list of other medical treatments administered to Jock Hudson please click here.  

Note: When I was admitted to hospital I was suffering severe lower back pain which I thought odd & unusual because I had done nothing to injure my back & done nothing I could think of to induce such pain but whilst in hospital & the doctors could see my difficulty dealing with the pain they decided to check it out & investigate the problem to find nothing wrong. To be safe they transported me to St. George Hospital to have a lengthy & expensive (although administered for free) MRI completed as Doctors needed to ensure something more sinister like cancer was not causing the lower back issue. Turns out the lower back pain was caused by a Hypnotic (Please click here for more information) placed by Karl Josef Silberbaur (Please click here for more information) to cause me grief. Having gone to the effort of having a full MRI made someone decide to remove the Hypnotic & back pain now gone! 

Update Wednesday 2nd October 2019:

Jock Hudson under careful watch after being placed in Cardiac Ward today after Clozapine caused Inflamed Heart condition also known as Myocarditis - click here for more information  . To hopefully be released from Cardiac Ward this Saturday.

Update Monday 14th October 2019.

Allowed to stay at home evenings now. Still not allowed to start back at gym as sadly the risk of Heart Attack is too great plus sadly gained a ludicrous amount of weight over the last 5 weeks! Faaaaaark... it seems even if i look at food I gain shitloads more weight! Aaaaaaaaaah! Grrrrrrr.... Eeeeeeeeeek! :( 


UPDATE 4am From Hospital 16th October 2019!
OMG JUST HAD A MOST BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL Soul say hi.... & was checking to see if I was ok, after bad night to say the least after seriously close heart attack & believe it or not... after a bit of confusion & me wetting myself laughing discover a new crowd that she could hang with that coz she's soooooooo beautiful took her up in a spaceship/UFO! Aaaaaaaaah she made me smile! Certainly will write more tomorrow! (To go to that Blog to read more please click here).

Stephano Monkey and Monkey with me in Hospital. (Please Click here for more of Stephano)