Jock Hudson™: 69. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SIGNS? YES I KNOW I AM A MENTAL CASE, DOCTORS EVEN SAY SO! SCHIZOPHRENIA & PSYCHOSIS?

I live in Oyster Bay & when i went to the post office i notice what had just opened. "A Cafe in Oyster Bay Where I Live Called" (Rise on the Bay - Please click here for more information) & is all new & with all new wall art. Just like the guy i always had the hots for (Marc Wilcox) has tattooed on his forearm? He Has a fantastic Shop Called: N101 (Please click here) that sells all your nutritional supplies! Having Psychosis meant that seeing the new "Rise" on the Cafe Wall made me think about him.

I need to stop thinking about the Bloke since he has made it very clear that he is not interested. Additionally, back whilst living in Los Angeles, Marc Wilcox's female business partner at N101 store in West Hollywood made it very clear that i was to stay well away from them & their stores. Hence why i wrote them both a Marketing Plan with what i thought were good ideas & smart advice. All completely free so then they would not think i was bad for business & so they did not feel like they needed to call the police if i came anywhere near their stores.

Rentboys/Escorts claim to be in Marketing rather than admit their occupation???

(Please click here to find out why i did porn?)

However I am not a Liar!!!

(To prove that i am not a liar please click this link)

I wish i had been given the opportunity to further explain, as written in the Marketing Plan, that N101 form a partnership with AHF.

I DID NOT WANT THEM TO DONATE.

Originally there was only one pharmacy AHF patients must go to get their prescription, located at the Presbyterian Hospital (Fountain & Vermont) in the same premacy as their clinic.

To make life easier & so AHF patients did not have to travel so far to get their prescription medications they decided to open their first additional Pharmacy @ 8212 Santa Monica Blvd, West Hollywood 2010. Every time i went into the new Pharmacy the person behind the counter would apologise about all the empty shelves at the front of the store being empty & having nothing on them. They needed someone to do front of store for them. They felt embarrassed to not be a full Chemist/Pharmacy & would have welcomed help to act like full Chemist/Pharmacy. Just add "N101" in neo signage above"Sports Nutrition Center" left hand side of Pharmacy.

Since they had difficulty getting someone to sell products at their front of store meant every new AHF pharmacy that has opened has frosted glass windows/doors with a only a counter inside!

Imagine now how many N101 outlets would exist & full AHF Chemists/Pharmacies?

Please click the following link to see how many: https://ahfpharmacy.org/locations/

Please click on Map to enlarge
or Please click this link: https://ahfpharmacy.org/locations/

Back when i suggested the partnership with AHF, their Home Page said:

"We provide all prescriptions for free"

i would have negotiated for N101 for providing front of store & filling shelves with products for sale, the placement of a banner advertisement across entire bottom of AHF homepage directly linking to N101 saying:

"For everything else we rely on N101"

Now sorry back to why he is on my mind again this time?

Seeing cars like he drives???

Well it caught my eye coz these cars are RARE in Australia & not even sold here anymore (If you don't believe me that these cars no longer exist in Australia & why Please click here).

What do these cars, number plates and music mean? Please read on.

First i seen the car same as Marc Wilcox drives which i could not avoid noticing because like i said above they are extremely rare in Australia.. then I seen the number plate. Plate R 44. Ok, before i was Alan Dowsett AD, i was 4 years old in my first life, and 4 years old as Aaron Rothschild AR which is were i think i met the bloke that lives in LA. He was in love back in that life with Stephano who has dark hair and is/was a hairy hot man that used to look after me in the cemetery at Lodz Ghetto and saved me from getting killed each time they searched (132 searches in total) for me (Please click here for more info). since i was the last kid that existed in Lodz Ghetto after all the other kids had been taken out of the Ghetto and taken to Chelmno (Please click here for more information) where they were killed. Initially when they were taken from Lodz Ghetto i was too little and could not keep up with them and got left behind and hence not killed.

Hmmmm... After Car Number Plate R44 the first song i play in my car comes on 5:42pm "Back to my roots (Length 12:01)"?
Hmmmm... like i wasn't just thinking about that now was I? Then as the song finishes i see a Bentley with number Plate LILI S...

Hmmmm... Yes i was Little & I was Small in that life... & now after that song its 5:54pm "Principles of Lust (Length 3:10)"...

Hmmmm... so is that why i am so friggen lusting over that bloke in LA? A-rise and shine... Yeah i do need help waking up.

Hmmmm.... I definitely must have liked him & i am so interested now maybe coz he was in love with Stephano... Grrrrrrrrr...

Marc Wilcox automatically still thinks of me as the annoying little kid that always interrupted him from having fun/sex in his past life & that is why in this lifetime he finds me twice as annoying as i really am!

Marc Wilcox back in his previous life did not like me like Stephano did coz in that life i was always the funny odd little 3-4•5 year old toddler that interrupted the two. Marc Wilcox would miss out on having sex with Stefano because of my interruptions & Stephano worried that i needed to be hidden from authorities so as not to be killed as they may have been conducting another search would brush Marc off completely & look after me instead. I was the only remaining child in Lodz Ghetto after all the children had been taken away to Chelmno.

Stephano was MUTE so made things difficult, as he never could explain to Marc why me, the little Toddler was so important to him. Stefano could always be found in the Cemetery sitting on his mothers grave.

I Love Cemeteries (Please click here for more information) & hang out in them when given a chance but something tells me that Marc Wilcox in LA probably has a phobia about cemeteries? Why? Because that is where he last seen the love of his life? Marc tried to get Stephano to leave Lodz Ghetto & the Cemetery with him but he stayed behind waiting for me whilst I & others hid under the floor boards in the building we resided in. Sadly Stephano & I ended up alone (Me covered in Blood after being stabbed & together both killed at "Auschwitz" (Please click here for more information on what happened to Stephano & I at Auschwitz).

But damn it I am 6'5" tall in this life & hopefully gonna get back into shape. Why won't the bloke in LA ever pay me any attention? Is it coz im a nutcase? Possibly?
(To see what started this & how nutty i am please click here).

NO!!! As mentioned above it is because he knew me in his past life & knew me as the annoying little kid that stopped him from having fun/sex with his BF?

Thursday 27th February 2020 Update:
Today is the first time since this blog date i have seen one of these cars. Check out this ones number plate. OO 11 XX? What this mean then? Please see photo right?

PLUS DO YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I TRIED TO APOLOGISE TO HIM IN PERSON FOR MY MISUNDERSTOOD BEHAVIOUR THAT I HAD TROUBLES UNDERSTANDING MYSELF? (PLEASE CLICK HERE FOR MORE INFORMATION)

Would you believe he is still on my mind? (Please click here to see what i am talking about now) LOL

October 2020 Update:

Next viewing of one of these cars Marc Wilcox drives. So what does this number plate mean then? 88 PRTY? LOL. Hmmmm who is partying? him or me?

April 2021 Update:

Hmmmmm number plate GYM 666. yep i need to be back in the gym especially if i ever wanted to meet Mr. Marc Wilcox coz i am sooooooooo outta shape at the moment. But lucky for me because of COVID19 even if i wanted and he wanted to get together it would not be possible so i got plenty of time to get back in shape. Plus 666, the devils number??? GRIN :)

Reading number plates? hmmmmm yes you can tell that i have Psychosis! (I read into things and think everything i see is a sign) hehehe. For more information on me having Psychosis and Schizophrenia please click here. LOL.

March 2022 Update:

I actually seen a white one not long ago with the number plates "WAIIT" but i was not quick enough to get a photo of it. hmmmmm at first i thought it said wait? hmmmm close enough. Anyways today i seen this vehicle. this time white again. Number plate "DGE-OOY" hmmmmm i thought at first it said Dodgy??? hmmmmm???? Ant that the truth???