71. SUNDAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS, WHAT DID I GET THIS YEAR?

Sunday that just passed before Christmas things in my head have changed. If you have read my blog then you'll know that Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) has done a lot of nasty things to myself & I just assumed it was because of the time & place that he grew up... but you should never assume anything.

When the voices started in my head I was aged 32 & if you read Blog 5 (Please click her to see) you'll know I was doing well. Apparently I had reached what they call "Optimal" (Please click here for more information). When you have overcome challenges in your life & are heading in a good direction you reach Optimal. Life will still provide challenges but it's your direction you need to find. Anyways long story even longer or hopefully shorter... when you reach Optimal (Please click here for more information) you give off a glowing light that can be seen by all those who watch over you seen as bright as bright can be. Evil does lurk... it keeps you on your toes... but an evil soul told Karl the light he had seen was meant to be his rebirth. He thought he was meant to be me, that I somehow stole his chance of happiness & the more I have tried or been able to be happy the more drive he had to destroy any kind of dream & happiness I have!

We all have past life's & before I was Aaron Rothschild born 1940 that died age 3.5 years old, almost 4 years old at Auschwitz (Please click here for more info),  I was in-fact someone else & sadly in that life I again only survived to the age of 3 years & 2.5 months old (Died close to 4 A.D). But I had a twin brother in that life (Mary had identical twin boys which everyone forgets) Most folks did not know she had given birth to identical twins as they had only seen me as i had ventured out onto the fields where they worked coz i was a people person whereas my twin brother stayed inside the palace all the time. My twin brother was connected to me & seen the turmoil seen as torture for any soul that consequently took my life. My feet never needed staking because i was pushing down so hard with them. Whilst on the cross they staked my hands. From my perspective the right hand the stake went directly through, whilst on the left hand the stake was not in the center of my hand but my wrist so i was bleeding to death & they untied me from the cross. Whilst untied & not on the cross they then decided to crack open my skull to see what my brain looked like & decided it was not the brain of a god but that if a human. (skull cracked open (a Euphorbia Milii desert plant (Crown of thorns) woven to keep my skull together & the thorns were not removed in order for it to be placed & to stick into the skin to keep my head together so no one could see my skull had been split down the middle) this was done to see if i was from heaven = god, born into the palace or from humanity like everyone else - Buddhism changed this mentality or way of thinking and that we are all equal & all have heaven, humanity, animality, hunger, anger & hell within us) 

What happened after they cracked my skull open? Please read on by clicking the link below.

After having my skull cracked open & almost bleeding to death from hands/wrist being staked they tied me back to the cross & hung me with the cross upright in the sun. It was only the sunlight drying out my brain & the blood in my brain drying that killed me. Painful & how i became to enter the afterlife (Please click here for more information) since i did not enter the white light as i thought it the sun which had caused me pain plus i now knew Number 7 (Please click here for more information).

My twin brother then learnt to hate life because he had seen & witnessed what took place & my life away. Can you work out who was my twin brother? Yes it was Karl except of course his name was different back in that past life. Christ or Christian? Mary said she gave birth to identical twins that is why the nativity scene is wrong because it only remembers the son that lived into adulthood! Think about it, why do you turn to "Christ" or "Christianity" rather than "Jesusisity" or "Jesusism"? Because Jesus was killed at age 3.5 years old, almost 4 years old on the cross. if you read what i wrote about Christianity in Blog post "Universityism" (Please click here to go to that post) you will realize why Jesus did not live into adulthood & only his twin brother did.

Also think about when you say “Thank Christ for that”? Why are you referring to someone by their supposed last name? Shouldn’t it be “Thank Jesus for that”?

So this Christmas I got my brother back & since Sunday we have both giggled, laughed & with self realisation cried. But now it's party time! Hehehe. LOL. Sadly Karls turn around & becoming a different person now that he realisd we were once brothers got brought down by the Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information) who would not let Karl change.  

The photo (Right) is a tweet from Twitter.com:

The reason I wrote the comments on twitter was because of the large amount of times I have have had no control over my body parts (Please click here for more information) & seeing the position Jesus is in, as featured in the photo, I knew that would have helped me especially when i was having full body seizures.

Anne Frank was reincarnated the date her diary was published in English & distributed. Anne Frank had disappeared into the dark when she died & was only drawn out of the dark with the distribution of her diary when published in English as it gained huge mass public attention.

When i had been allowed to enter the afterlife at the youngest age of 3.25 years old, not yet 4 years old i had been sent to watch over the indigenous Australians (Please click here for more information) but when the White Men or First Fleet Settlers (Spear Heads) started killing aboriginals & they did not kill the White Man & then when the animals did not take affirmative action & save the aboriginals i became so depressed & entered the dark just as Anne Frank had done.

I was reincarnated in 1940 when Warner Sallman painted the world's most famous painting of Jesus which was distributed in every school, hospital & church known to man & even a postage stamp was made from the painting. This probably explains why Jenny Rothschild was in labour trying to give birth to me for more than 24 hours. His painting & release of the postage stamp brought me from out of the dark where i had been for such long time. Plus because of what happened to me the first time the voices put me in hospital (Please click here for more information). 

I discovered the answers to the questions which people have always wanted to know the answers to, such as: Where Jesus's feet staked or where only the hands staked? (Please click here for more information)

What scared me the most is when i put 1940 (date i was born as Aaron Rothschild & worth more than $50Billion - Please click here) into google & the name Jesus? 

For information regarding "God" Please click here

I guess it is something i have to comprehend, even if it does scare me, especially when you combine with what happened back during the first seizure i had because of the voices in my head (Please click here to see when that was) i was freezing my ass off, shivering with coldness & both feet were together pushing into the bed with extreme force, so I knew the feet never needed to be staked. I was also pushing downwards hard on my own chest, & my hands moving uncontrollably & without my control. Hence, they must have thought they brought in evil trying to find King Herod's predecessor (Please click here to find out what the bible is about) & staked the hands. I also felt a pain like a knife going from your forehead to the back of your skull. It hurt so much and i screamed so loud that even after 3 days in hospital i still had troubles talking properly. 

Sadly by Friday I realised I'm not gonna get to party, & he's not around. ☹️ But I'm gonna try remember the last few days more than any of the 11 years I had trouble understanding.