204. WHAT CAN I DO WHEN THE VOICES ARE ANTAGANISING ME???

Thank you to "Dreamtime" for this image.

My Case Manager says i should do Mindfulness??? My mum says put on some music with head phones??? But the problem which only another schizophrenic would understand is that i hear them not with my ears but inside my head which means none of these suggested ideas work??? Any suggestions??? Medicate???

"Self harm" (Please click here for more information) is definitely out of the question. If i am lacking sleep i should be very chilled & laid back but this is when the "Women" (Please click here for more information) take advantage as it is easier for them to antagise me!!! 

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The women, if not antaganising me, spend their time trying to convince others that i am the biggest asshole or a selfish cunt or anything they can think up that is negative so they can continue to do "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) & treat me badly & get off on doing so! Therefore my "Problem(s)" (Please click here for more information) worsen rather than improve? Alternatively if the women do not succeed in convincing everyone negativity regarding who i am, they put "Hypnotics" on their heads & others heads, to ensure continuation of doing Hypnotics & Harnessing & mistreating me & so they can stay in my head without my permission! Why??? Because they have unlimited time & nothing better to do with themselves even with me suggesting things that they could be doing with no detriment to themselves.

The Female voices also play "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information) although the game is not on my head, instead they have one of the women give point scores to encourage the women to be nasty to me & to do "Hypnotics!" (Please click here for more information). Highest scores given to women that do something that causes lasting damage!

  

Here is a taste of music i like to get me going .

Please listen to the following song.

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203. THANK YOU TO THE GOOD, GOOD, GOOD VOICES IN MY HEAD!

 

Thanks"Dreamstime" for the monsters (Pauline).

Most of my posts are depressing because the voices in my head still "Harness" (Please click here for more information) meaning i miss out on fun & "Cannot go to the Gym" (Please click here for more information)! 

There are however some good good good souls i do not say "THANK YOU" enough for their help. For fun i have pictured some, this time not as "Orange Monsters" (Please click here for more information) but although my Doctor would say "Do not engage?" but instead i have decided to represent them as fun Purple Monsters. They stop me from having "Episodes" (Please click here for more information) & assist with the only ability i have which is to somehow make the women doing hypnotics & mistreating me see sense? I am scared to mention their names, or should i say the fun nicknames that i have given them in fear of them getting bad treatment. It seems the more they try & help which i need the help, because the women in my head treat me badly or try to make out i am something bad like an asshole so they can treat me badly & do "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) means good souls are also in the firing line & end up harmed or treated badly as well. That should not be the case & i hope they remain being a great help & focused on helping me they tingle & do not loose the "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around themselves. Luckily "Present" (Please click here for more information) does reward them by making them glow which makes them feel amazing.

The fun i could have if I only heard fun monsters???

I will give a special thanks, although risking them being harmed by the nasty souls they help me deal with, to Polly (Pauline), that I picture as above top right monster with colourful horns, whom has gone out of her way to help me. Then there is Dreamy (Benjamin) as pictured left hand side in the form of a monster & Dreamer (Sally which i picture as the monster abovem secong from the left hand side,) who are imaginative "Visual Creative Directors" that do their best to be fun, & for doing the right thing by me by not allowing anyone to use their creative skills to enable & lock in Hypnotics or anything detrimental to my well-being no matter how badly treated by nasty souls or "Hypnotic Whores" (Please click here for more information). Another mention needs to go to the Lady i nicknamed Miss Ferrari Testarossa (Sarah) whom i am grateful because of her pleasantness & helpfulness pictured above 3rd from left as Light purple monster. Also Thank You to Sam/Samuel who wants to be heard for the good work that he has done, pictured right as one eyed monster with Megaphone, who does help me although his love of Hypnotics does gets him into trouble especially when he is causing me harm without realising. But his heart, just like the others mentioned is in the right direction & helps me, if only there were more that way. Also Thanks to Miss Sassy (Pictured with Heart saying "ASSHOLE") because the first time i heard her she said that attempting to be funny except i totally cunted her before realising she was joking... she has been her weight in gold. There are more good souls that i have not mentioned that deserve a Thank You as well.

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