206. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

"Well its Birthday time again" (Please click here for more information). Its not the big 50 yet, this year only 49 years old. Even on my birthday the voices in my head refuse to make it a day for me with no hassles & me getting the full effect of trying to "Get off my face" (Please click here for more information) but nope the voices are as selfish & arrogant as usual (Please click here for more information) & although when attempting to get off my face they Harness as they refuse to miss out. Even complaining makes the voices feel they have every right to give me an "Episode" (Please click here for more information) because i am not focused on making them feel good or entertaining them which i cannot do when i cannot think... plus why should i when they do not even speak respectfully to me (Please click here for more information) whilst in my head without my permission. My time is limited & they could lay dormant & allow me fun.

Photo January 2026

You would think being my birthday the voices would be good to me?

All the voices want to do is antagonise!(Please click here for more information). 

Happy Birthday to me!

  

205. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

Hopefully 2026 will be a fun year unlike past years?

"Past Years" (Please click here for more information) I am sad to say again have been dictated by the voices in my head which i dream changes?

"My Dreams" (Please click here for more information) seem to get further away from being a reality. The move with my family from "The Shire" (Oyster Bay) to the Western Suburbs (Please click here for more information) was less painful than expected & was best chance of escaping the voices but was an epic fail! 

"Current Medications" (Please click here for more information) should mean I am doing better & thinking more positively about what i can achieve & the successfulness of this new year but is difficult considering having had several "Episodes" (Please click here for more information) during this past December.

This year i had a quiet one since the voices i knew would give me grief & treat me badly which makes it hard to have fun so just watched the fireworks on TV with a few friends.