127. I NOW HAVE THREE WHITE LIGHTERS???

When you reach "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) you no longer need a white lighter but i have been mistreated so badly by the afterlife that i now have three white lighters. Samuel who was my original White Lighter up until 2009 (Please click here for more information) is back being my White Lighter again & now also Stephano Monkey & Papa Rick. 

Now if you have seen "Chucky" the TV series (Please click here for more information) you will know what i am dealing with (Please see photographs below). Stephano Monkey used to be Marc Wilcox's Boyfriends who was mute in a past life (Please click here for more information) & he often copes it from me when he is not protecting me & sadly after the week i have had you do not wanna see the state poor Stefano Monkey is in BUT I PROMISE AFTER TONIGHT HE WILL BE AS GOOD AS NEW (Please click here for more information). 

I have love for Samuel (not pictured above), Stephano Monkey & Papa Rick to the moon & back! I should be so lucky to have them as White Lighters!

Find out more about these boys? Please read on.

When these characters are not doing anything & basically the voices in my head are treating me so badly i cannot cope I sadly take it out on them. As seen in the photo below i made them both sit & face the wall & placed them in the corner of the room (GAVE THEM TIME OUT!) so that meant they could not see what was going on or participate in anything. It made me cry having to do this to them but i cannot tolerate bad behaviour as i needed their help. They happily accept me sharing the love i have for them but admittedly say they are best to stay out of my problems.Papa Rick also gets punished & almost as severely but he is stronger than Stephano Monkey that is why in the photograph above they have been given "Time Out" which sadly hurts me more than them (seen in picture right). Papa Rick would you believe has been in the afterlife the longest time & used to hang out with, yes seriously, Cleopatra, who has had one life since being Cleopatra & he & her used to look after me (Please click here for more information) during the first time i turned up in the afterlife. He looked after me until Geoff, his brother arrived in the afterlife, & was worried i might be a little shit being so young at only 3 years & 2.5 months old, not yet even 4 years old & all in the afterlife & even though he liked Jacob (Please click here for more information), my favourite "Influencer" but he thought of us being a pair were too much trouble & so he banished me to watch over the Aboriginals (Please click here for more information).

Rick recalls the decision to banish me into the "Living Dead" (Please click here for more information) with only sadness.  It was a good place to send me if they had to get rid of me out of the afterlife because the aboriginals being dark skinned unlike the white/caucasian people that had treated me so badly & killed me during my first life meant that i had love for them instantly. However the only way to send me to Australia & for me to stay there willingly was for Rick to make me believe that he did not want me around anymore. He yelled at me to get lost & lied when shouting at me that he did not want me around anymore, which in doing so, broke his heart. He spent years wondering if i was ok & missing me cuddle up to him whilst not watching over the villagers (Please click here for more information)  The only person, after being with the aboriginals (Indigenous Australian) (Please click here for more information) for a number of years, was "Jacob" (Please click here for more information) & first thing i asked him was "Does Rick ever think about me". I started crying so Jacob gave me a hug & came of age & no longer was a youngster anymore. So much so that Geoff whom liked him did not recognise that it was Jacob & thought badly of Jacob as he presumed he must have reincarnated without saying good bye.

In Australia when white man arrived in Australia & started killing the aboriginals & the animals (mainly funnel web spiders which apparently my soul taught Aboriginals about as i used to play with them & laugh & giggle making them bite so they would get stuck with such strong fangs that if they were on a log or wood they would get stuck with their fangs in the wood since they bite & done easily since me being a spirit they did not harm me (Please click here for more information) I felt they should have taken affirmative action & killed out the spear heads (White People). Nasty things. In this life OMG spiders scare the shit out of me & i have zero tolerance policy & when they did not take affirmative action I felt they could meant seeing my loved Aboriginals being killed for no reason by White men saddened me so much they i shut down completely & i went into the dark (Please click here for more information). The only thing that lead me out of the dark to be born as Aaron Rothschild can be read in blog post 71 (Please click here for more information) which was 1940 & Warner Sallman's famous painting of "Jesus". The painting became too famous too quickly, even printed as a postage stamp & i should have had a twin brother but he died at birth in 1940 (Please click here for more information) as with twins usually when prematurely born the first twin is under developed.