202. I MAY NOT LOOK IT... BUT I AM FEELING BLUE?

Photo 01/09/2025

Although the photo does not show, i am blue. Yep sad & depressed. Still waiting to be appointed as a "Lawyer" (Please click here for more information).I wanna get in shape after the new "Medication" (Please click here for more information) increased my hunger & instead of weighing 92-94kg i weigh 106kg but every time i workout the voices give me problems & will not allow me to have motivation & drive or feel my "Endorphin rushes" (Please click here for more information). What is the point of souls feeling my endorphin rushes when they are not the ones that have to lift weights to failure. A few weeks back i made it to the gym & because of amazing soulsi managed not to tingle but they enabled me to feel, what i call, the "I can climb Mount Everest" rush so i did a major Bicep & Tricep workout & gave off a good vibe as i destroyed the muscles to get them bigger & with my muscle memory from being a gym junkie in the past meant they felt huge. No pain no gain was true. "My Master Plan" (Please click the following link to see my master plan) has not been achieved & I only have a few more years to succeed.

Sadly tonight (Sunday) the voices gave me another "Episode" (Please click here for more information). Luckily it only last for an hour & things had been going well (Please click here for more information). The women decided that because they could not prove that i am an asshole, due to having "White Light" (Please click here for more information) & having the youngest soul imaginable that they would all agree that i was a selfish asshole. Nothing to substantiate the claim but all agreed which meant i got cunted & they refuse to stop doing "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information)!

Rather than being active why can't the voices lay dormant? The last time they lay dormant (Please click here for more information) I had a great night & everyone felt fantastic! Instead the women remain in my head as they have done for the past 10 years & refuse to "Pull Away" (Leave my head) because if they did then the "New Medication" (Please click here for more information) means they cannot regain entry? Of course being in my head they expect me to entertain them & provide effects to make them feel good.

I am happy to provide good effects if i am allowed to feel them & they can enjoy as well without ruining their destiny & fate & giving themselves bad Karma.

 

It is my body & my brain that creates good effects that the voices steal & rob me of having!