202. I AM BLUE?

Photo taken 1/09/2025

Although the photo does not show, i am blue. Yep sad & depressed. Still waiting to be appointed as a "Lawyer" (Please click here for more information).I wanna get in shape after the new "Medication" (Please click here for more information) increases my hunger & instead of weighing 92-94kg i weigh 106kg but every time i workout the voices give me problems & will not allow me to have motivation & drive or feel my "Endorphin rushes" (Please click here for more information). A few weeks back i made it to the gym & because of amazing soulsi managed not to tingle but they enabled me to feel, what i call, the "I can climb Mount Everest" rush so i did a major Bicep & Tricep workout & gave off a good vibe as i destroyed the muscles to get them bigger & with my muscle memory from being a gym junkie in the past meant they felt huge. No pain no gain was true. "My Plan" (Please click the following link to see my master plan) has not been achieved & I only have a few more years to succeed.

Rather than being active why can't the voices lay dormant? The last time they lay dormant (Please click here for more information) I had a great night & everyone felt fantastic!

I am happy to provide good effects if i am allowed to feel them & they can enjoy as well without ruining their destiny & fate & giving themselves bad Karma.

 

It is my body & my brain that creates good effects that the voices steal & rob me of having!