It was like the plush toys came alive & fun.
Now they have gone. When i was stressed or not coping with things i used to grab my thumbs (just like when i was Aaron Rothschild & since i was so young & small used to grab Stephano's thumb rather than hold his hand) & they would sense i was in trouble & help me deal with things. Now i cannot do this. Also when i was Aaron Rothschild when Stefano hid me out in the Cemetery so to not be taken by authorities whilst at Lodz Ghetto i had my face pressed against his since it was warm & we were out in the snow. Jenny Rothschild (Please click here for more information) could not find us & Stephano could not hear her calling out for us as i had stuck my finger in his ear in order to hold on to him & his warmth. With Rick when i was in the Afterlife the first time (Please click here for more information) when i was not watching over people i would sit quietly cuddled up in his lap & head on his leg whilst he talked to Cleopatra (Please click here for more information).
The above mentioned memories, since in my memory bank from past lives, means i was able to connect, sense, feel, talk & hear them both. I can no longer connect with them, as by choice, they reincarnated together.
In their new lives both Stephano & Ricks were placed well as their mums are best friends from School so they will definitely re-unite in their new lives. When i watch over them when i die i will see if they are best friends, BF''s, married, with/without kids etc which keeps me from crying thinking about how i can no longer connect with them. I am scared that some soul who shows hatred towards me will kill them both which is what happened the last time they both reincarnated together. Died of SIDS (Sudden Instant Death Syndrome) because of souls doing the wrong thing in the "Afterlife" or to be correct "Heaven" (Please click here for more information). Talk about nasty, sad & unfair. I am doing my best to deal without them.
Wanna know what song Stefano sang to me before he reincarnated? Please read on.