207. SICK TO DEATH OF HEARING THE VOICES CALLING ME AN ASSHOLE!

The female voices in my head constantly call me an "Asshole" because they want to do "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) & are aware that they are nasty & hence why they need to convince themselves & others that i am a asshole or something that is nasty. Do they realise how stupid they are when i have "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around me that is brighter than the average person meaning i am anything but an asshole! The women tell others to not look at me or my overlay or soul which is stupid because who in their right mind would do something nasty to someone without checking who you are dealing with or without knowing anything about the person & just going on the word of someone that has level 5 Ora (the worst ora possible). They also tell women not to read anything i write. If i am sleep deprived the women take that as a good excuse to treat me like an asshole & "Antagonise Me" (Please click here for more information) & sadly last weekend i found myself in "Self Harm" (Please click here for more information) territory again. There is only so much you can handle having women constantly calling me an asshole when it is inside your head without my permission to be there in the first place & I have no escape & no alone time.

When they are "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) my "Dopamine" means no fun for me & no point going to the gym (Please click here for why i cannot go to the gym) because they will harness my "Endorphins" meaning impossible to workout without them. The "Women" (Please click here for more information) whilst being disrespectful & nasty to me also expect me to entertain them which is not possible whilst they are in my head since i cannot think let alone be entertaining plus i do not want to entertain them as i do not know who any of them are & i would like to have a life! I do not have unlimited time like them with nothing to do.

Even if i were an "Asshole" 

How many times do i deserve to miss out on having fun?

How many times do i deserve to miss out on my endorphins? (Please click here for more information).

I am not an Asshole... I am Super Grover (Please click here for more information).

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Legal-Well-Being advice for LGBTI Community & their friends now available. A Friendly face whom holds a Juris Doctor (JD) degree (Law Masters equivalent) from UNSW (Please click here for more information), BA in Marketing from London Metropolitan University & certified in Work-Place Training & Assessment, Public Relations & Diploma in Community services offers a new type of Legal Service.

Examples of Legal-Well-Being advice you may require:

  - Your a recreational drug user & unsure of the laws & your rights.

- What are the best practices to adopt being a recreational drug user.

- What rights & responsibilities you have if being searched by police.

- What to do if your caught breaking the law by the police.

- A relationship breakdown with your wife/husband/de-facto

- You require Family law advice regarding divorce or breakup.

- What to do if your being harassed/stalked/intimidated.

- You need general wills & estates advice.

- You are suffering from discrimination.

- Your a Sex Worker & unsure of your rights, responsibilities & laws.

- You think you might be breaking a law but unsure what the laws are.

Having a troubled mind myself, consisting of Psychosis & schizophrenia, being a ex-porn star, & self confessed Party Boy & Rent-Boy in my time. I am street wise & I can say that I have been around the block several times so I offer to listen first, & then give all the helpful advice that I can. Not to be confused with the advice of a lawyer whom you still might need if trouble you have gotten yourself into has gone too far. My past experiences gives me a view-point from a different perspective to your average fella so it maybe worth running your issue or problem past me first before considering a lawyer or legal firm... Especially if it means your able to avoid law enforcement. I believe in striving to assist & listen to people that others may not & I will never just think ‘you should never have done that in the first place let alone considering doing it again. I am an expert on doing things or learning things the hard way.

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206. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

"Well its Birthday time again" (Please click here for more information). Its not the big 50 yet, this year only 49 years old. Even on my birthday the voices in my head refuse to make it a day for me with no hassles & me getting the full effect of trying to "Get off my face" (Please click here for more information) but nope the voices are as selfish & arrogant as usual (Please click here for more information) & although when attempting to get off my face they Harness as they refuse to miss out. Even complaining makes the voices feel they have every right to give me an "Episode" (Please click here for more information) because i am not focused on making them feel good or entertaining them which i cannot do when i cannot think. All they want to do is antagonise me (Please click here for more information). 

You would think being my birthday the voices would be good to me?

205. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

 

Hopefully 2026 will be a fun year unlike past years?

"Past Years" (Please click here for more information) I am sad to say again have been dictated by the voices in my head which i dream changes?

"My Dreams" (Please click here for more information) seem to get further away from being a reality. The move with my family from "The Shire" (Oyster Bay) to the Western Suburbs (Please click here for more information) was less painful than expected & was best chance of escaping the voices but was an epic fail! 

"Current Medications" (Please click here for more information) should mean I am doing better & thinking more positively about what i can achieve & the successfulness of this new year but is difficult considering having had several "Episodes" (Please click here for more information) during this past December.