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FREE Legal-Well-Being advice for LGBTI Community and their friends now available. A Friendly face known as Jock Hudson or under my given name of Alan Dowsett whom holds a Juris Doctor (JD) degree (Law Masters equivalent) from UNSW (Please click here for more information), BA in Marketing from London Metropolitan University and certified in Work-Place Training & Assessment, Public Relations and Diploma in Community services offers a new type of Legal Service.

Please feel free to call/message me (Please click the following Link) with any concerns that your having or to put it bluntly your thinking shit is gonna hit the fan any minute if I am not careful or change what i am doing. 

Basically getting a better understanding of the law and what rights and responsibilities you might have.

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185. THANK YOU TO THE HELPFUL MONSTERS (GOOD SOULS)

Well today i am actually feeling alot better & do not feel like i am going to have another "Episode" (Please click here for more information). The main reason is not just the new medication which means that i am right protected which means that only voices that have "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around them may enter my head, but also there have been good souls in my head, mostly Ralph & Chloe, Billion Dollar Babe, but also Jones. However Jones wanting to be the hero in all of this also made him a problem but luckily when he was good he was really good. There are plenty more good little monsters (Souls) that definitely need a Thank You that have been helping me over come the nasty voices that just want to do evil "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) because they have unlimited time & nothing better to do which means i have no life? I hope things contiue to go well & i can become myself again & then there will be no "Consequences" (Please click here for more information) to "Heaven" (Please click here for more information). Chloe says that she does not need a Thank you because she know she is doing the right thing & wants to escape the consequences. Ralph i definitely have love for since he has protected me like being told by "High Frequency Orb" (Please click here for more information) back in 2013 for as long as i can remember now. For at least 7 years! 

Thank you, I am starting to feel like myself again! 

The New Medication (Please click here for more information) & Helpful souls is working! Thank you!

What now? Please read on.

184. PLEASE WISH ME LUCK?

I am writing this still being in "Hospital" (Please click here for more information) & not sure how i am doing? The voices in my head seem to be settled thanks to some good souls in my head that have set them straight & taken affirmative action. Not sure where i am with the "Wall Psych Question" (Please click here for more information) but i am doing alot better than i was last Wednesday when i was admitted. My fear is when & if they allow me to leave Hospital will the voices go back to giving me "Episodes" (Please click here for more information). I almost had an episode last night in hospital but luckily good souls and Present (Please click here for more information) won’t have it! 

Please wish me Luck? I cannot handle more Episodes (Please click here for more information).

183. HOSPIALISED AGAIN? POLICE & PARAMEDICS KINDLY TAKE JOCK HUDSON TO HOSPITAL!

Hospital Care (ICU - Intensive Care Unit) since Wednesday 16th October.

What am I meant to do when the voices i hear in my head go too far in messing up my live & causing me grief? Sadly last Tuesday night the voices were at their worse & giving me a major "Episode" (Please click here for more information) Very similar to last time "Hospitalisation Occurred" (Please click here for more information). One of the female voices i heard kept saying she hated my guts because i had pointed out how she could feel good 100% & remain with "White Light" (Please click here for more information) & as she said "The men would still be interested in me". Oooooh she was vial. I could not swallow or drink or eat & the voices felt the were gaining "Jackpot" in their "Game" (Please click here for more information) because it meant if i cannot swallow that i would die of dehydration & starvation! Sad that the "Women" (Please click here for more information) get off on harming me & get together in groups of 150 Women so that they is basically not much anyone can do about them. Somehow the Women blame me for their problems & why they want to harm me. I am sick of them saying "Your a selfish Asshole/Cunt" when the truth is that these souls have "Unlimited time" & nothing better to do with their time being in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) & they are the selfish ones as they expect me, whom does not have unlimited time, to make them feel good & therefore get off on doing nothing more than harrass me.  

Police & Paramedics arrived after a neighbour living on his street discovered how distressed he was & unable to deal with the abuse & torture the voices were giving him on Wednesday afternoon & after calling Emergency Services decided it was best if Jock Hudson was placed in ICU (Intensive Care Unit) Mental Health Ward at Sutherland Hospital. Hopefully the good souls in my head will beat the nasty, rude disrespectful souls that only want to "Cunt" (Please click here for more information) me & i will get my "Life Back" (Please click here for more information).

Release date 8th November with Discharge date of 11th November if New Medication (Please click here for more information) goes well. 

I do need a Break!

182. THE FUN I COULD BE HAVING IF NO VOICES IN MY HEAD?

The voices i hear in my head being "Schizophrenic Diagnosed" (Please click here for more information) are in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) & majority of them want to treat me badly & give me "Episodes" (Please click here for more information). This October Long Weekend "I Remember House" (Please click here for more information) was held & a friend convinced me to go. I was paranoid that i am out of shape from inability to go to the "Gym" (Please click here for more information) however i did go. Seen a lot of familiar faces & when i arrived the party was absolutely going off! Same generation as me as i do not think getting off your face & dancing is the next generations thing?

Will the Retirement Village be going off? MY TIME IS LIMITED!

They say that dogs are a good judge of Character???

Would you believe this is not my dog???

I was sitting in the park???

What happened at the Party? Please read on.

181. COULD HEAVEN CEASE TO EXIST?

If no souls have "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around them "Heaven" ceases to exist?

Are there "Consequences" if i die that also means "Heaven" ceases to exist? (Please click here for more information)

If you have read the "Afterlife Ceases to Exist" (Please click here for more information) & now "Only Heaven" (Please click here for more information) then you know that i am serious. 

Souls in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) are so involved or as i would say "Fucked Up" in "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) & giving themselves additional "Abilities" via "Hypnotical Setup" which they do not need. One woman who insisted on being called "The Madonna" screwed herself & all of "Heaven" because she had given herself abilities which made her have the ability to control everyone & of course treat me like shit but she had not given herself the ability to think rationally & logically & realise that being on "Opposite/Reverse" whilst i am feeling like death is not just bad Karma but also it is the WRONG THING TO DO & WILL CAUSE YOU TO LOOSE WHITE LIGHT AROUND ONESELF. As she recruited more & more souls to increase her evil ways meant that it got to a stage that there was pretty much no one left with "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around them which meant that "Heaven" should have ceased in its existence & disappeared completely? 

So how can Heaven still exist? Please read on.

180. I'D LIKE TO SPREAD MY ASS CHEEKS & GIVE SOME SOULS (VOICES THAT I HEAR IN MY HEAD THAT ARE IN HEAVEN) A VEGEMITE SANDWICH?

Faaaaaark i am so over souls voices that are in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) i can hear in my head that do not have "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around themself & place "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) & "Harness" (Please click here for more information) & do not at least read Blog Story Post 164 "What is The Problem Now" (Please click here for more information) that restores White Light so that they will stop feeling uncomfortable & stop playing Games like "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information). They cause me unhappiness, grief, pain, misery depression & an inability to think & have fun so that now in 2024 when i do have fun it makes me cry! How can we overcome, when i die, the "Consequences" (Please click here for more information). I so wish to spread my ass cheeks & give those souls a Vegemite Sandwich!

So far this year has not been good! How can I make it better?

Wanna find out more about me & all my years as a Schizophrenic? Please read on.

179. THE SIMPSONS GO TO AUSCHWITZ? IS ANTI-SEMITISM ON THE RISE AGAIN? IN ITALY? VATICAN CITY? PERHAPS?

The year 2020 marked the "75th Anniversary of the Liberation of Auschwitz" (Please click here for more information) & for all the people that have been drawn to visit Auschwitz "The Atrocities Have Been Hidden" (Please click here for more information). "Alexsandro Palombo in Italy (Milan) February 2015" decided that to remind the younger generations of the "Holocaust" that occured during World War II it would be best to depict "The Simpsons" as being Jewish & having them sent to "Auschwitz" (Please click here for more information). 

Marge, Homer, Bart, Lisa & Maggie wearing yellow stars, in striped Jewish Prisoners garbs & as famished inmates definitely caught everyone's attention.  Not sure how i feel about this but the Artists work aimed at the younger generation & appeared on the Walls of the Memorial of the Shoah in Milan did see someone object as sadly & stupidly they graffitied the Artwork on "January 27th 2023 on The Day of Remembrance" (Please click here for more information) seen below being photographed by an admirer before it was vandalised. Clearly in Italy, Milan, or heck or should i say more likely Rome (Vatican City), however no large Holocaust Memorial exists there, to make it more obvious, "Anti-Semitism" is on the rise again?

Quote from Elie Wiesel (Orphaned Jewish Survivor (Buchenwald Concentration Camp) survivor of Auschwitz). 

"To Forget How They Died, Is To Kill Them All Over Again"

Did i Survive Auschwitz? Please read on.

178. A NEW CONCEPT ON WARS?

Vladimir Putin (President of Russia) the man that says that he is selfless by only living on the poverty line with a yearly income of $200,000, but he somehow owns ridiculousness, from a $12Billion Palace in the forest with its own Airport & with 24 Karat Gold Toilets everywhere he visits including on his Helicopters & Jets to owning over 700 sports cars. To see what he owns please click here. 

"What Do They Say About Owning Sports Cars?" INADEQUATE DICK! Why does Vladimir Putin want to take over the Ukraine? Obviously so he can get his hands on more money & spend more. Maybe the $30Billion he spent on war fare he could have given back to the people or allowed them a paid Public Holiday. "Russia is Bigger in Land Size than America but merely consists of Moscow & St Petersburg" (Please click here for more information). 

"Rather Than Soldiers Dying in The Name of War" why can't Volodymyr Zelenskyy (President of Ukraine) next time he has a meeting with Vladimir just get out a knife & simply cut his throat? Hell... Why not??? It is ok for a Russian Soldier to do that to a Ukraine Soldier(s) or Civilian(s)? If Volodymyr wears a soldiers uniform rather than a suit can he execute Vladimir?. 

Imagine if during each War it was just the Leaders of each Country that got into a Boxing Ring & Fought it all out rather than having hundreds & thousands of Innocent Soldiers die in the name of War???

What could Adolf Hitler have done differently? Please read on.

177. FIVE YEARS OF BULLSHIT! HOW CAN I MAKE THEM SEE SENSE OR MAKE REASON WITH THEM?

If you have been reading my blog story then you will know that I blame women voices in my head as being "My Problem" (Please click here for more information). "Karl Josef Silberbauer" (Please click here for more information) was my biggest problem & due to his hatred & jealousy of me why I am schizophrenic and had no life, however, "Equilibrium Occurred" (Please click here for more information) four years ago as he happily went to the core to escape consequences in a way to pass/reincarnate so I should have gotten my life back but no that has not happened. Why? Because a year at least before he passed on he & the whores set up "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) that shared his hatred for me & made the women be selfish, sadistic, arrogant & narcissistic, & they have continuously placed this on their heads as having the worst Ora’s possible (level 5) & their power rush stopped them from feeling uncomfortable & gave them stimulation. Basically they treated me like shit & therefore lacked self control to stop themselves from treating me like shit. My only ability is to somehow reason with the thousands of them with this bullshit on their heads but under the influence these Whores are far worse than a soul that did not reach “Optimal” (Please click here for more information) so I have gotten no where & the number of women under the influence has only increased! Why? Because when the women feel uncomfortable they spend their time talking shit about me laced with hypnotics? 

I know what the problem is (Please click here for more information). For five years the Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information) have had no ability to do anything but treat me badly & have learnt to get off on treating me badly! They enjoy it!

What else do these whores do? Please read on.

176. WHY DO I KEEP HAVING EPISODES? IT IS NOT FAIR!

It seems almost weekly i am having an episode. An episode is when the voices in my head have taken control & i am left screaming my head off. I cannot talk properly, I cannot swallow which means i cannot drink, eat or take anything, & the voices in my head i find so frustrating that i cannot do anything but scream. The worst part about not being able to swallow is that you choke. When i go to take my medications it makes it extremely hard to take. The voices like to play a game "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information) but an upgraded version wanting me to self harm (Please click here for more information) or even kill myself which makes no sense. The voices are meant to be in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) but are seriously selfish & continue to "Harness" (Please click here for more information) my good feelings sensations. All the voices want to do is place "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) because they have learnt them & have unlimited time & nothing better to do but always with me on the receiving end. The voices have also started what they call the "Eating Game" although it should be called the "Not Eating Game". 

I am sick of having Episodes. How can i stop them? 

For more information & how bad they get? Please read on.

175.VOLUNTEER WORK AT KLC (KINGSFORD LEGAL CENTRE) COMMUNITY LEGAL CENTRE!

After doing my "Graduate Diploma of Professional Legal Training" (Please click here for more information) to go from being a Solicitor to becoming a Lawyer since already having done a "Juris Doctorate" (Please click here for more information) (The equivalent to a Masters in Law except my first BA was in something other than law so it is for Postgraduate Students only).

Sadly the voices think i am a "No Hoper" & made it difficult for me to listen & do phone advice. KLC decided to just get me to do Face to Face advice since i would have better chance of engaging with the persons involved & less chance the voices in my head taking over & making me useless, but no chance, again sadly the voices, mainly women in my head (Please click here for more information) decided that because i was a "No Hoper" that they would enter my head & stop be being able to do that as well. So sadly i have not finished my volunteer work need to complete my Graduate Diploma of PLT & become a fully fledged Lawyer. I should have already completed PLT & being initiated to the bar via a ceremony at The Downing Court Centre! 

I am working as a volunteer Solicitor at Kingsford Legal Centre (KLC), the Eastern Suburbs Community Legal Centre. Due to Bad mental health sadly postponed August till November when i will restart at KLC volunteering again.

Thankyou to Donna Summer for singing this song at Youtube.com

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174. WHAT IS GOING ON? I AM GROVER (Thank you to Sesame Street) & PLEASE I WANT MY LIFE BACK!

i do not know what is going on with "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) that i hear in my head. I have been having "Episodes" (Please click here for more information) weekly which is shocking. During those episodes i cannot sleep, i cannot eat, i cannot drink & i even have troubles talking because the voices do not want to hear me talking out loud whereas when i talk in my head they can make it so that they do not hear me. 

The voices i hear reakon they know me, but how can they know me when i have not been myself since 2009 which is when the schizophrenia started. I miss being me. I should sound like a little kid in my head since my soul is only 3 years 6 months old after dying in my second life as "Aaron Rothschild" (Please click here for more information) & in my first life i only lived until "3 years 2 1/2 months old as Jesus" (Please click here for more information). Supposedly the youngest soul imaginable.

"My nickname is Grover" (Please click here for more information to test yourself to see how mental aware you are). Yes i do my best but always seem to stuff things up, plus i unintentionally make Grover sounds all day long if you are listening to me & i am able to talk with the voices in my head. 

The louder i scream "I want my life back" the more the voices in my head treat me like shit. (Please click here for more information).

Please read on.

173. SERIOUSLY WOMEN (Ladies excluded) ARE A PROBLEM IN MY HEAD?

The women voices that i hear in my head are all in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) & they all know i want to have fun. Whenever i am having fun these women "Harness" (please click here for more information) which means they have fun whilst i sit sad & depressed & they do not care because they have done this for 3-8 years. These women could "Lay Dormant" when i have fun which means i would have fun plus they would have fun plus i would not even know they exist. These women because they "Harness" & can only do this by being in my head means they place "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) on my head to harm my eyes so they do not hear what my brain recalls when i look at things, stop me from thinking so they do not have to hear my thoughts & also make it so i cannot be heard even though they are in my head without my permission all to accommodate themselves. The level of selfishness & arrogance that these women have is beyond understandable. Their only excuse "We are in the afterlife"??? or "We know Hypnotics"???. The women also believe that they have every right to give me an episode (Please click here for more information) & do so on almost a weekly basis becasue they get off on causing me pain. They don't have White Light around themselves & expect me to make them feel good. Why? Because i can, & they are too lazy or riddled with hypnotics (Please click here for more information) to know any better.

If i try & set these women straight & point out they are "Sadistic" they then are twice as sadistic as before. How can i make them stop.  

Women shut up please!

Why are Men not a problem? Please read on.

172. HAPPY MARDI GRAS 2024!

Happy Mardi Gras 2024 to all those I have love for & I guess those I do not have love for as well! Lol.

I know I am getting old when I have no party tickets after my first party in 1995! 

Well it is Mardi Gras & I should be "Off my Face"(Please click here for more information) but sadly not. Why? Not from lack of trying but because the voices I hear in my head are "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) which means they are high & feel amazing & I feel absolutely nothing at all. Completely sober which is boring as shit on this night of the year! But then you would think at least on my birthday the voices would give me a break... but sadly no chance then either so I guess my fault for expecting different! Please save up some love for me?

171. A LATE BIRTHDAY WISH?

Wonderful friends, Tara, Kieren, Me, Andrew, Lennie & Robbie

19th January 2024 was my 47th Birthday & to celebrate i had dinner with friends at Tropicana (Please see Photo). Sadly even on my birthday the number of women in my head with the world's worst oras & without "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around them treating me like shit that even on my birthday i did not have the best day. I managed to get my hands on some Pot, yes marijuana, and it was not until this week when i smoked it that it had an amazing effect or i do believe someone that i hold all the love in the world for ("Present" (Please click here for more information)) took affirmative action. Karl Josef Silberbauer & Jenny Rothschild that took turns in making my life misery passed on/reincarnated & around 500 women that had spent at least 3 years doing nothing but "Harness" (Please click here for more information) & treat me like shit. Why? Because i have always been treated like shit so they had no self control to stop. They all passed on/reincarnated. OMG HAAAALEYYYYAAA! HOW FANTASTIC, WHAT I COULD ONLY DREAM OF HAVING DONE FOR MY BIRTHDAY. However, the large numbers of women that observed the 500 "Hypnotic Whores" (Please click here for more information) that have now decided to take up from where they left off is seriously doing my head in. 

I cannot handle in my head how many women have decided because of what they seen the other women do (harness & treat me worse than shit for at least 3 years or longer) that they will now do the same???

Sick of hearing in my head that i am an asshole when i do my best not to be one!