Jock Hudson™
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Wednesday 24 April 2024
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Wednesday 17 April 2024
174. WHAT IS GOING ON? I AM GROVER (Thank you to Sesame Street) & PLEASE I WANT MY LIFE BACK!
The voices i hear reakon they know me, but how can they know me when i have not been myself since 2009 which is when the schizophrenia started. I miss being me. I should sound like a little kid in my head since my soul is only 3 years 6 months old after dying in my second life as Aaron Rothschild (Please click here for more information) & in my first life i only lived until 3 years 2 1/2 months old as Jesus (Please click here for more information). Supposedly the youngest soul imaginable.
The louder i scream "I want my life back" the more the voices in my head treat me like shit. (Please click here for more information).
Why wont the voices that i hear in my head simply lay dormant? then they would not have to wine and complain about hearing my & placing things on my eyes that hurts my eyes & visually impairs me because they do not want to hear what my eyes are telling my brain.
It hurts so much because i do not know who these voices are anymore. They are all new & all want to do Hypnotics (Please click here for more information) & treat me like shit. It is not fair???
Friday 29 March 2024
173. SERIOUSLY WOMEN IN MY HEAD ARE MY PROBLEM?
Saturday 2 March 2024
172. HAPPY MARDI GRAS 2024!
Thursday 25 January 2024
171. A LATE BIRTHDAY WISH?
Wonderful friends, Tara, Kieren, Me, Andrew, Lenie & Robbie |
I cannot handle in my head how many women have decided because of what they seen the other women do (harness & treat me worse than shit for at least 3 years or longer) that they will now do the same???
Sick of hearing in my head that i am an asshole when i do my best not to be one!
Sunday 31 December 2023
170. ITS A NEW YEAR!
Happy New Year to all those souls that I have love for. I wish you a good year to come!
This past year sadly was not the best year for me, I’m so sad form, but then sadly I have not had a good year since the voices entered my without my permission back in Year 2009. If they had not entered my head where would I be now (Please click here for more information)?
I wish nothing more this New Years Eve than to have a good year where I feel like I have gotten my life back after rudely being interrupted. Sure I would like to win the Lotto & settle down but I'd be happy with having no Souls in my head or near me that do not have White Light (Please click here for more information) around them & to not have any soul at all "Harness" (Please click here for more information) any of the good feelings, effects, emotions & energies that I might have or provide myself with although I do not mind if souls want to "Lay Dormant" & enjoy the vibes I give off, then I would love my return to Roller Skating (Please click here for more information) which is the sport I love the most (Please click here for more information & to watch me Roller Skating in the past) & I would feel like I have life again. Hopefully I am not asking for too much?
How hard is it to get good help? To read more please click the link below.
Saturday 30 December 2023
169. OUT SHOPPING & MET SOME NEW FRIENDS!
Wednesday 20 December 2023
168. I KNOW WHAT THE PROBLEM IS, BUT THE PROBLEM GOT WORSE!
Seriously the only drug problem i have is that i do not have any that are fun & non-prescription (Please click here for more information).
Friday 24 November 2023
167. THINGS WERE GETTING BETTER! BUT SADLY PARAMEDICS NEEDED!
What is worse is that Monday night 27/11/2023 the voices were playing the "Eating Game" rather than "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information) which means i cannot eat or digest my food. They actually made me choke. I choked so badly & was in such a bad state that my mother had to call the paramedics. Karl Josef Silberbauer (Please click here for more information) returned & wants me dead before my father dies because he wants to steal my identity. Karl is scared shitless of my dad. My dad in a past life used to be the ruthless person in charge of Auschwitz (Please click here for more information) but he was only following orders & born after being executed for his mean manner in 1945. Karl was at Auschwitz and hence scared of my dad. My dad in this life reached "Optimal" & is a beautiful soul who is selfless, open minded, caring & the best dad in the world but souls in the afterlife or should i say Heaven (Please click here for more information) have placed hypnotics & thoughts (Please click here for more information) & my dad is not doing well. Sadly sick as a dog.
I wish souls would understand that my dad & I reached "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) & should be treated better or left alone to be happy without their presence!
Who placed "Expert" on my head? Please click the link below.
Friday 3 November 2023
166. RETURNING TO ROLLER SKATING THANKS TO "ROLLERFIT"!
OMG I am so excited. If you have seen my Blog Story Post Number 135 - Please click here for more information - you would have seen that back in the day aged 12 years old i became Australian National Roller Free Skating Champion Juvenile Division in 1989 & later skated World Junior Titles in 1995 & World Titles in 1999. I have only skated a handful of times since 1999 & last week put on a pair of Roller Skates. I was sooooooo embarrassed for myself as i thought i would do figures but had difficulty doing a three-turn & almost cunted myself doing a Waltz Jump (easiest half jump imaginable). I get so dizzy doing a two foot spin that i fall over. Ooooops. I could not do shoot the duck & get up, so no chance of doing a sit spin. Damn my legs got a damn good work out.
If you want to learn to Skate I strongly suggest RollerFit (Please click here for learn to skate class details) & they are ALL over Australia. Roller Skating is so much Fun!
I just hope the voices in my head do not stop me from enjoying & returning to the sport I love!
Thursday 19 October 2023
165. BAD KARMA?
Sunday 8 October 2023
164. WHAT IS THE PROBLEM NOW?
Photo taken 07/10/2023 |
Even Tonka Tough i cannot deal with bitches never considering thanking me for what I provide?
Majoraly its Women in my head & so used to treating me like shit because that is all they know & they don't know any better & for years (3 - 8 Years)?
Another problem is that I have been back in Sydney after being forced to move home from living in the USA (Please click here for more information) since 2011/12 & besides studying (Please click here for more information) i have not accomplished much. How can i accomplish anything with voices in my head? The women in my head claim to know me???
Yet another problem is that all the women in the afterlife/Heaven are completely bitchy! For example if a women fell in a nasty hole & really hurt herself (ie fucked up their fate/destiny & karma) would they then warn & tell all the other women about the hole so that they will not fall in the same nasty hole? Yeah fat chance! “Well why should I” is generally their response when I need help! No regard to each other or my well being or the consequences (Please click here for more information) at all! I wish they would prove me wrong!
To find out more about the problem & about re-educating women? Please click the link below.
Wednesday 6 September 2023
163. KEEP ON TRUCKIN! DOING MY BEST?
Sadly the voices are still prominent & causing me unhappiness but i say "Soldier On" or "Keep on Truckin". It always seems to be female voices that do not have White Light around them (Please click here for more information) & expect me to make them feel good. It is dangerous feeling good when you do not have White Light around yourself because you are ruining your destiny & fate & giving yourself bad karma every second your Ora is bad. If only i had a dollar for everytime i have heard a female voice tell me, "i need to understand that they have unlimited time & they need stimulation", I'd be a millionaire. I do not have unlimited time. They turn me into a vestibule which means i produce good effects for them but get none myself. Very selfish & very unfair. I am even more sick to death of "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) meaning i miss out on fun!
On a good note i finished my Graduate Diploma of PLT (Professional Legal Training) (Please click here for more information) & only have to do 20 days volunteer work before i am officially a Lawyer since already have a Juris Doctor (Please click here for more information). I already have cases i want to work on & do (Please click here for more information).
I wish i was not feeling so below average but i am doing my best to be happy & feel good!
For information on how Rhonda my Honda ensured i feel good please click the link below:
Saturday 5 August 2023
162. HYPNOTICS MADE EVEN WORSE?
These Bitches are worse than Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information). They have unlimited time & nothing better to do.
Wednesday 26 July 2023
161. VOICES DRIVE ME MAD, BUT LUCKILY THERE ARE GOOD VOICES!
Thursday 20 July 2023
160. I DREAM OF MAKING A TV SERIES FROM THIS BLOG STORY SITE.
Alan Dowsett (Jock Hudson) 2010 |
Too many Porn Stars have died right before our eyes (Please click here for more information) yet most people do not seem to notice them until they have already gone? (Please click here for more information).
A Television Series somewhere between "Sex In The City" v "Exorcism of Emily Rose" v "Queer as Folk" v "Go" (The Movie)? It would, if made, say it all & probably if you have read any of my Blog Story which i Thank you for doing, then i might say too much? However it would either make you cry or wet yourself laughing, have you in total shock, or at least maybe make you moist? Each episode would most certainly end in a song, not only from famous celebs & known singers but also new combers which would gain stardom because of being associated with the stars & shown end of the scene & as the credits roll at the end.
PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU CHECK THE LEGAL NOTICE ON THIS BLOG STORY SITE. (Please click here for more information)
Tuesday 11 July 2023
159. THE AFTERLIFE NO LONGER EXISTS?
The afterlife got removed & no longer exists as it did. Souls in the afterlife disrespected the "While Light" one to many times.
How could this happen? What now? To read more please click the link below.
Sunday 9 July 2023
158. I AM ALMOST A QUALIFIED LAWYER - CASE TO DO LIST - PERSONAL INJURY CASE - MISS PIGGY (JIM HENSON - DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ALLEGEDLY)
Friday 7 July 2023
157-5. NUMB-SICLE THE UFO IS BACK & ALIVE WITH THE GALACTIC CUTIES!
Sunday 2 July 2023
157. HOSPITALISATION AGAIN! RELEASED FROM ICU (INTENSIVE CARE UNIT) WEDNESDAY & DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL THURSDAY 6/7/2023.
Basically three of the unlimited voices in his head had placed a hypnotic (Please click here for more information) that made them like Hypnotic Whores (Please click here for more information) & hate him & started playing the game "Search & Destroy" (Please click here for more information) where the main object of the game is to remove all happiness from everything Jock Hudson (Alan Dowsett) attempts to do, even eating they made me choke & if i smiled they cause me pain. To win the game you need to succeed in making him kill himself as that is the main game objective which additional voices were also playing. Basically they entered his head without his permission & refused to leave. No matter how much Jock Hudson yelled & scream for them to remove them & the hypnotic from his head since they are all nasty, none of them would listen. They all had level 5 Oras which is the worst ora possible (Please click here for more information) & all observers in the afterlife lost the white light (Please click here for more information) around themselves as they refused to help.
I cannot tell you how sick to death i am hearing voices in my head saying that i need to understand that they are in the afterlife & have "unlimited time" & "nothing better to do" & enter my head hurting me. I am well aware & understand that better than they do as since 2010 diagnosed with Schizophrenia & Psychosis (Please click here for more information) & since reaching "Optimal" (Please click here for more information) only achieved five & half days of true fun & happiness!
I do not have unlimited time like voices. I was 32 when they entered my head without my permission & now 46 struggling to not hear them!How am I doing? Please click the link below to find out more.
Thursday 22 June 2023
156. CATCH PHRASES!
Papa Rick & Stephano Monkey (Please click here for more information) |
Souls you do not have permission to be in my head so please pull away. Do not harness (Please click here for information) its bad karma!
Sunday 18 June 2023
155. A PSYCH QUESTION FOR EVERYONE! PLEASE READ & TRY NOW.
Friday 9 June 2023
154. THIS SONG IS WHERE I AM AT THE MOMENT - Sunlounger - Lost (feat. Zara) (Club Mix)
Monday 5 June 2023
153. SORRY BUT I DO NOT UNDERSTAND?
Photo Taken May 2023 |
How do i get voices in my head to stop & think about what effect they have on me & realise they should not be or do things in my head? It is in their best interest (Please click here for more information) I am thinking about their Karma!