Jock Hudson™
My FULL Story starts - 19/01/2009. Blog Story Post 0. BLOG STARTING POINT - BEST VIEWED ON A PC/LAPTOP as it LOOK LESS SKETCHY! Thank you for viewing.
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Wednesday, 2 April 2025
194. WHAT HAPPENED TO ROWLF THE WONDER DOG? I MISS ROWLF!
Monday, 10 March 2025
193. RE-CYCLE, RE-INVENT, RE-USE 3D ART! ARTWORKS FOR SALE!
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Technology CrossHatched. Artworks Piece 1. Please click on Pic to enlarge. |
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Technology CrossOver. Artworks Piece 2. Please click on Pic to enlarge. |
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Technology KeySpaces. Artworks Piece 3. Please click on Pic to enlarge. |
Wednesday, 26 February 2025
192. DOGS KNOW HOW TO HAVE A FUN TIME! MARDI GRAS THIS WEEKEND, HOPEFULLY THE VOICES IN MY HEAD WILL LET ME HAVE FUN TOO!
Wednesday, 19 February 2025
191. I AM NOW A LAWYER! YIPEEE! NO LONGER ONLY A SOLICITOR!
Friday, 24 January 2025
FREE LEGAL-WELL-BEING ADVICE/SERVICE!
FREE Legal-Well-Being advice for LGBTI Community and their friends now available. A Friendly face known as Jock Hudson or under my given name of Alan Dowsett whom holds a Juris Doctor (JD) degree (Law Masters equivalent) from UNSW (Please click here for more information), BA in Marketing from London Metropolitan University and certified in Work-Place Training & Assessment, Public Relations and Diploma in Community services offers a new type of Legal Service.
Wednesday, 15 January 2025
190. DUCK MARATHON - SOMETHING THAT CHEERS ME UP WATCHING - YOU GOTTA WATCH THIS! I LOOOVE THIS!
Wednesday, 8 January 2025
189. BACK IN HOSPITAL AGAIN!
Wednesday, 1 January 2025
188. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
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Fingers crossed the voices in my head give me a good year!
Happy New Year Everyone! Let 2025 be great!
Saturday, 7 December 2024
187. STILL HAVING PROBLEMS WITH THE WOMEN VOICES IN MY HEAD.
Why do i have to have voices in my head??? After being in "Hospital" (Please click here for more information) i have started new "Medication" (Please click here for more information) which initially started well when first taken as it stopped the voices in my head but now??? The "Women" (Please click here for more information) in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) new i was having an increased dosage injected monthly & when i had the last injection deliberately staying my head because they say i am their cash cow??? At night they place Nicotine Withdrawal on my legs & my back to stop me from sleeping which is so uncomfortable that i overdosed on the Olanzapine trying to deal with what they were doing! If i do not make them feel good they reckon that they have every right to give me an "Episode" (Please click here for more information). They are selfish as they always "Harness" (Please click here for more information) & arrogant as hell. They know i cannot do anything about them, i have no defence against them. Now go with "Automated Harnessing". Do they not realise how ugly they look doing "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) especially when it is because they have unlimited time & nothing better to do??? They need Stimulation???
I do not know them & do not want them in my head.
They do not have permission to be in my head!!!
Their Karma (Please click here for more information) is so bad that they can not reincarnate & instead are ceasing in existence! This makes them worse again as they figure they have nothing to loose?
The New Medication (Please click here for more information) should be working but the Women refuse to leave my head!!!
Thursday, 5 December 2024
186. WHAT IS IN A NAME? HOW DID MY TRADEMARKED NAME ORIGINATE?
How did my name come about? Well originally when i was listed on "Gaydar Commercial Site" (Please click here for more information) I was ...Jock to appear at the top because with 3 full stops i appeared ahead of all those in alphabetical order. I needed a last name. I had met a guy named Brett Hudson who lived in Penrith & drove a Commodore with a body kit & i thought was butch so i thought try the last name "Hudson" I then became Jock Hudson. But then because Jock Hudson rhymes so well with Rock Hudson and it sounded catchy that i liked the name & it stuck. I am sorry but i had completely forgotten or more correctly found it irrelevant that i had used Brett's last name AND RUDELY NEVER EVEN TOLD HIM UNTIL IT WAS TOO LATE. I was already using the name. LUCKILY He & I are still the best of friends.
Rock Hudson was actually 6'5" (196cm) Tall same height as myself. Except he is brunette whereas i am "Blonde (Tawny)" (Please click here for more information). He was the first famous person to come out of the closet with HIV & sadly AIDS & spent a lot of time in Cedars Sinai Hospital fighting for his life, whereas I spent a lot of time in Cedar Sinai Hospital because of reckless behaviour "Almost ending in death" (Please click here for more information). I had an account with "Cedar Sinai Hospital from frequenting it so much" (Please click here for more information). I only did Safe Sex Films because i wanted to work for AHF (Aids Healthcare Foundation). Thank You to Titan Men & C1R & Falcon Studios/Ragging Stallion for allowing this.
Monday, 11 November 2024
185. THANK YOU TO GOOD SOULS IN MY HEAD. I PICTURE THEM AS FUN MONSTERS! PLUS NEW MEDICATION!
Well today i am actually feeling alot better & do not feel like i am going to have another "Episode" (Please click here for more information). The main reason is not just the new medication which means that i am right protected which means that only voices that have "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around them may enter my head, but also there have been good souls in my head.
I wont & must not forget... Jones. However Jones wanting to be the hero in all of this also made him a problem & had no problems fucking me over half the time but luckily when he was good he was really good (Left hand side & now reincarnated as cunted himself rather than me in the end! (Left side Grumpy Monster).
Ralph (Seen below as Blue Monster) i definitely have love for since he has protected me like being told by "High Frequency Orb" (Please click here for more information) back in 2013 for as long as i can remember now, for almost a century! He cannot/won't reincarnate until my life is restored & Cleo (I get her & Chloe, another good soul, mixed up names wise so gave nickname Vitamin C but with Ralph I nicknamed "Multivitamin" (Monster with Oranges) Also Sue (thinks numerically & laughed at how i do maths so nicknamed Miss Accountant - Monster second from left top row) & Brent (Monster left to Ralph Blue Monster & beside Sue Monster), Then there is Bob (Mr. Bloggier placed/engraved my Blog Story Posts to stop problems for me (Please click here for more information) since i no longer had them on a screen 24/7 - One eyed happy Monster top row). Foxy Loxy/Mr. Lawyer...
There are plenty more good little monsters (Souls) that definitely need a Thank You that have not been named or mentioned but have been helping me overcome the nasty voices that just want to do evil "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) because they have unlimited time & nothing better to do which means i have no life? I hope things continues to go well & i can become myself again & then there will be no "Consequences" (lease click here for more information) to "Heaven" (Please click here for more information). Chloe like others have said that they do not need a Thank you because they know the right thing to do & want to escape the consequences.
What now? Please read on.
Sunday, 20 October 2024
184. PLEASE WISH ME LUCK?
Saturday, 19 October 2024
183. HOSPIALISED AGAIN? POLICE & PARAMEDICS KINDLY TAKE JOCK HUDSON TO HOSPITAL!
Hospital Care (ICU - Intensive Care Unit) since Wednesday 16th October.
What am I meant to do when the voices i hear in my head go too far in messing up my live & causing me grief? Sadly last Tuesday night the voices were at their worse & giving me a major "Episode" (Please click here for more information) Very similar to last time "Hospitalisation Occurred" (Please click here for more information). One of the female voices i heard kept saying she hated my guts because i had pointed out how she could feel good 100% & remain with "White Light" (Please click here for more information) & as she said "The men would still be interested in me". Oooooh she was vial. I could not swallow or drink or eat & the voices felt the were gaining "Jackpot" in their "Game" (Please click here for more information) because it meant if i cannot swallow that i would die of dehydration & starvation! Sad that the "Women" (Please click here for more information) get off on harming me & get together in groups of 150 Women so that they is basically not much anyone can do about them. Somehow the Women blame me for their problems & why they want to harm me. I am sick of them saying "Your a selfish Asshole/Cunt" when the truth is that these souls have "Unlimited time" & nothing better to do with their time being in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) & they are the selfish ones as they expect me, whom does not have unlimited time, to make them feel good & therefore get off on doing nothing more than harrass me.
Police & Paramedics called by a neighbour living on his street discovered how distressed he was & i do not want to admit but unable to deal with the abuse & torture the voices were giving him on Wednesday afternoon Jock Hudson aka Alan Dowsett was found standing on a garbage bin with a noose around his neck.
Emergency Services included both Police & Paramedics that decided it was best if Jock Hudson was placed in ICU (Intensive Care Unit) Mental Health Ward at Sutherland Hospital. Hopefully the good souls in my head will beat the nasty, rude disrespectful souls that only want to "Cunt" (Please click here for more information) me & i will get my "Life Back" (Please click here for more information).
Hospitalised 16th October.
Release date 8th November with Discharge date of 11th November if New Medication (Please click here for more information) goes well.
I do need a Break!
Monday, 7 October 2024
182. THE FUN I COULD BE HAVING IF NO VOICES IN MY HEAD?
Thursday, 3 October 2024
181. COULD HEAVEN CEASE TO EXIST?
If no souls have "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around them "Heaven" ceases to exist?
Are there "Consequences" if i die that also means "Heaven" ceases to exist? (Please click here for more information)
If you have read the "Afterlife Ceases to Exist" (Please click here for more information) & now "Only Heaven" (Please click here for more information) then you know that i am serious.
Souls in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) are so involved or as i would say "Fucked Up" in "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) & giving themselves additional "Abilities" via "Hypnotical Setup" which they do not need. One woman who insisted on being called "The Madonna" screwed herself & all of "Heaven" because she had given herself abilities which made her have the ability to control everyone & of course treat me like shit but she had not given herself the ability to think rationally & logically & realise that being on "Opposite/Reverse" whilst i am feeling like death is not just bad Karma but also it is the WRONG THING TO DO & WILL CAUSE YOU TO LOOSE WHITE LIGHT AROUND ONESELF. As she recruited more & more souls to increase her evil ways meant that it got to a stage that there was pretty much no one left with "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around them which meant that "Heaven" should have ceased in its existence & disappeared completely?
So how can Heaven still exist? Please read on.
Friday, 20 September 2024
180. I'D LIKE TO SPREAD MY ASS CHEEKS & GIVE SOME SOULS (VOICES THAT I HEAR IN MY HEAD THAT ARE IN HEAVEN) A VEGEMITE SANDWICH?
Wednesday, 18 September 2024
179. THE SIMPSONS GO TO AUSCHWITZ? IS ANTI-SEMITISM ON THE RISE AGAIN? IN ITALY? VATICAN CITY? PERHAPS?
Wednesday, 11 September 2024
178. A NEW CONCEPT ON WARS?
Imagine if during each War it was just the Leaders of each Country that got into a Boxing Ring & Fought it all out rather than having hundreds & thousands of Innocent Soldiers die in the name of War???
What could Adolf Hitler have done differently? Please read on.
Monday, 26 August 2024
177. FIVE YEARS OF BULLSHIT! HOW CAN I MAKE THEM SEE SENSE OR MAKE REASON WITH THEM?
Tuesday, 11 June 2024
176. WHY DO I KEEP HAVING EPISODES? IT IS NOT FAIR!
For more information & how bad they get? Please read on.
Tuesday, 7 May 2024
175.VOLUNTEER WORK AT KLC (KINGSFORD LEGAL CENTRE) COMMUNITY LEGAL CENTRE!
Wednesday, 17 April 2024
174. WHAT IS GOING ON? I AM GROVER (Thank you to Sesame Street) & PLEASE I WANT MY LIFE BACK!
The voices i hear reakon they know me, but how can they know me when i have not been myself since 2009 which is when the schizophrenia started. I miss being me. I should sound like a little kid in my head since my soul is only 3•5 years old after dying in my second life as "Aaron Rothschild" (Please click here for more information) & in my first life i only lived until "3•25 years old as Jesus" (Please click here for more information). Supposedly the youngest soul imaginable.
I unintentionally make Grover sounds when i am happy!
"My nickname is Grover" (Please click here for more information to test yourself to see how mental aware you are). Yes i do my best but always seem to stuff things up, plus i unintentionally make Grover sounds all day long if you are listening to me & i am able to talk with the voices in my head.The louder i scream "I want my life back" the more the voices in my head treat me like shit. (Please click here for more information).
Please read on.
Friday, 29 March 2024
173. SERIOUSLY WOMEN (Ladies excluded) ARE A PROBLEM IN MY HEAD?
The women voices that i hear in my head are all in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) & they all know i want to have fun. Whenever i am having fun these women "Harness" (please click here for more information) which means they have fun whilst i sit sad & depressed & they do not care because they have done this for 3-8 years. These women could "Lay Dormant" when i have fun which means i would have fun plus they would have fun plus i would not even know they exist PLUS they would not have to hear or see me whether i talk in my head or talk out loud. These women because they "Harness" & can only do this by being in my head means they place "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) on my head to harm my eyes so they do not hear what my brain recalls when i look at things, stop me from thinking so they do not have to hear my thoughts & also make it so i cannot be heard even though they are in my head without my permission all to accommodate themselves. The level of selfishness & arrogance that these women have is beyond understandable. Their only excuse "We are in the afterlife"??? or "We know Hypnotics"???. The women also believe that they have every right to give me an episode (Please click here for more information) & do so on almost a weekly basis becasue they get off on causing me pain. They don't have White Light around themselves & expect me to make them feel good. Why? Because i can, & they are too lazy or riddled with hypnotics (Please click here for more information) to know any better.