204. WHAT CAN I DO WHEN THE VOICES ARE ANTAGANISING ME???

Thank you to "Dreamtime" for this image.

My Case Manager says i should do Mindfulness??? My mum says put on some music with head phones??? But the problem which only another schizophrenic would understand is that i hear them not with my ears but inside my head which means none of these suggested ideas work??? Any suggestions??? 

"Self harm" (Please click here for more information) is definitely out of the question. If i am lacking sleep i should be very chilled & laid back but this is when the "Women" (Please click here for more information) take advantage as it is easier for them to antagise me!!! 

Please leave a comment by clicking on the title link and PLEASE leave any suggestions on what i can do???

LEGAL-WELL-BEING ADVICE & PUBLIC RELATIONS SERVICE!

Legal-Well-Being advice for LGBTI Community & their friends now available. A Friendly face whom holds a Juris Doctor (JD) degree (Law Masters equivalent) from UNSW (Please click here for more information), BA in Marketing from London Metropolitan University & certified in Work-Place Training & Assessment, Public Relations & Diploma in Community services offers a new type of Legal Service.

Examples of Legal-Well-Being advice you may require:

  - Your a recreational drug user & unsure of the laws & your rights.

- What are the best practices to adopt being a recreational drug user.

- What rights & responsibilities you have if being searched by police.

- What to do if your caught breaking the law by the police.

- A relationship breakdown with your wife/husband/de-facto

- You require Family law advice regarding divorce or breakup.

- What to do if your being harassed/stalked/intimidated.

- You need general wills & estates advice.

- You are suffering from discrimination.

- Your a Sex Worker & unsure of your rights, responsibilities & laws.

- You think you might be breaking a law but unsure what the laws are.

Having a troubled mind myself, consisting of Psychosis & schizophrenia, being a ex-porn star, & self confessed Party Boy & Rent-Boy in my time. I am street wise & I can say that I have been around the block several times so I offer to listen first, & then give all the helpful advice that I can. Not to be confused with the advice of a lawyer whom you still might need if trouble you have gotten yourself into has gone too far. My past experiences gives me a view-point from a different perspective to your average fella so it maybe worth running your issue or problem past me first before considering a lawyer or legal firm... Especially if it means your able to avoid law enforcement. I believe in striving to assist & listen to people that others may not & I will never just think ‘you should never have done that in the first place let alone considering doing it again. I am an expert on doing things or learning things the hard way.

Please feel free to call/message me (Please click the following Link) with any concerns that your having or to put it bluntly your thinking shit is gonna hit the fan any minute if I am not careful or change what i am doing. 

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203. THANK YOU TO THE GOOD, GOOD, GOOD VOICES IN MY HEAD!

Thanks"Dreamstime" for the monsters

Most of my posts are depressing because the voices in my head still "Harness" (Please click here for more information) meaning i miss out on fun & "Cannot go to the Gym" (Please click here for more information)! 

There are however some good good good souls i do not say "THANK YOU" enough for their help. For fun i have pictured some, this time not as "Orange Monsters" (Please click here for more information) but although my Doctor would say "Do not engage?" but instead i have decided to represent them as fun Purple Monsters. They stop me from having "Episodes" (Please click here for more information) & assist with the only ability i have which is to somehow make the women doing hypnotics & mistreating me see sense? I am scared to mention their names, or should i say the fun nicknames that i have given them in fear of them getting bad treatment. It seems the more they try & help which i need the help, because the women in my head treat me badly or try to make out i am something bad like an asshole so they can treat me badly & do "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) means good souls are also in the firing line & end up harmed or treated badly as well. That should not be the case & i hope they remain being a great help & focused on helping me they tingle & do not loose the "White Light" (Please click here for more information) around themselves. Luckily "Present" (Please click here for more information) does reward them by making them glow which makes them feel amazing.

The fun i could have if I only heard fun monsters???

I will, although it is to their detrment as the nasty women in my head do not like me getting help, mention a special thanks to Polly (Racheal) that I picture as above right monster with colourful horns) whom has gone out of her way to help me. Also to the youngsters i call & Dreamy (Benjamin as pictured left in the form of a monster) & Dreamer (Girl which i picture as below left with her own pink boarder) who are imaginative "Visual Creative Directors" that do their best to be fun, & for doing the right thing by me by not allowing anyone to use their skills to lock any damage by the "Women" (Please click here for more information). that would include being in pain & no ability to remove the pain. The Lady i nick named Miss Ferrai Testarossa (Sarah) for her pleasantness & helpfulness (as a monster, below far right) & the man (3 eyed monster) teaching driving a manual car as i could only Kangaroo hop & gave up in sheer frustration!

202. I MAY NOT LOOK IT... BUT I AM FEELING BLUE?

Photo 01/09/2025

Although the photo does not show, i am blue. Yep sad & depressed. Still waiting to be appointed as a "Lawyer" (Please click here for more information).I wanna get in shape after the new "Medication" (Please click here for more information) increased my hunger & instead of weighing 92-94kg i weigh 106kg but every time i workout the voices give me problems & will not allow me to have motivation & drive or feel my "Endorphin rushes" (Please click here for more information). What is the point of souls feeling my endorphin rushes when they are not the ones that have to lift weights to failure. A few weeks back i made it to the gym & because of amazing soulsi managed not to tingle but they enabled me to feel, what i call, the "I can climb Mount Everest" rush so i did a major Bicep & Tricep workout & gave off a good vibe as i destroyed the muscles to get them bigger & with my muscle memory from being a gym junkie in the past meant they felt huge. No pain no gain was true. "My Master Plan" (Please click the following link to see my master plan) has not been achieved & I only have a few more years to succeed.

Sadly tonight (Sunday) the voices gave me another "Episode" (Please click here for more information). Luckily it only last for an hour & things had been going well (Please click here for more information). The women decided that because they could not prove that i am an asshole, due to having "White Light" (Please click here for more information) & having the youngest soul imaginable that they would all agree that i was a selfish asshole. Nothing to substantiate the claim but all agreed which meant i got cunted & they refuse to stop doing "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information)!

Rather than being active why can't the voices lay dormant? The last time they lay dormant (Please click here for more information) I had a great night & everyone felt fantastic! Instead the women remain in my head as they have done for the past 10 years & refuse to "Pull Away" (Leave my head) because if they did then the "New Medication" (Please click here for more information) means they cannot regain entry? Of course being in my head they expect me to entertain them & provide effects to make them feel good.

I am happy to provide good effects if i am allowed to feel them & they can enjoy as well without ruining their destiny & fate & giving themselves bad Karma.

 

It is my body & my brain that creates good effects that the voices steal & rob me of having!

201. MEET WRINKLES THE DOG!

Meet Wrinkles the dog. Puppy Pound Number: 8026430. He was rather unhappy with me taking photos of him. What is different about Wrinkles the dog is that he shares love by giving people evils? Basically when he is happy he gives nasty looks at those wanting his attention. Not because he is unhappy as he has Snoopy & feels that he is in a dog pack. He makes me giggle & loves a cuddle. How can you not giggle when with those red eyes he gives completely evil nasty stares that do make you think you need to check yourself or wonder what you did wrong to deserve those looks from him...But like i said that is his way of sharing the love. In the photos below he does not look like he is giving evil looks but i think that was because he did not like his photo being taken? Wanna know how i feel about having a dogs life then please click this link. I'd be happy i think if i were a dog. 

 Do not you be giving me no evils?

"Hate is not a creative force: Only love creates" 

Quote by St. Maximilian Kolbe (Please click here for more information regarding him)

200. TATTOO DESIGN FOR A MAN WITH THE INITIALS M.D?

Question? Is it possible i can hear & talk with people whilst asleep? 

Since people do not remember their dreams, asking them about a conversation i had with them, they would have forgotten? 

Most of the voices i hear in my head are from souls in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) but sometimes i hear voices that belong to people alive on Earth as a result of Souls in Heaven playing games on me. It is usually when they are asleep & would be dreaming & do not remember because unless you are like me you do not remember your dreams (Please click here for more information) I am open minded & have heard the voices from Heaven change what my dad said when i needed a yes or no answer & he none the wiser.

Below is a Tattoo design not for myself but one i designed for a voice I heard whilst he was sleeping. He has the initials M.D? I personally do not know him & not sure how i would contact him to check if true or not.Anyways the voice said he liked my "Star of Happiness" (Please click here for more information) & like mine wanted the star of happiness breaking through a flat line because you flatline if you forget about your happiness but did not want the same as mine (Please click here to view my Star of Happiness). It is going through a Square (Because the guy is straight not gay) Ying-Yang. The reason for the Ying-Yang is to show that the guy wanting the tattoo design is in touch with both his masculine & feminine side & definitely NOT HOMOPHOBIC. The additional Square around the Ying-Yang signifies that you must think outside the box & remind M.D you will never be framed for anything that you do or have done that is for the greater good of mankind (Please click here for more information). Surely you have seen the TV Series Dexter?

As mentioned being heterosexual male that wanted as well "Angel Wings" but not the same as everyone else that others have which is  Angel Wings with visable feathers. Here that are not just "Angel Wings" but the "Angel Wings" with a difference as they are also the wings used for Air Force "Top Gun"!. 

The pussy cat with a crown on its head signifying it is King/Queen because the fella LOVES pussy to the point that he worships pussy & women will find that appealing.

Please read on.

199. REVAMPING JOCK HUDSONS TATTOOS - ITS TIME FOR AS CHANGE!

Revamp Inspired by Ben Volt Tattoo Designs. 

To view more Ben Volt Tattoo Designs please click here.

Tattoo Designs by Ben Volt.

Luckily i have met an outstanding brilliant tattoo artist named Marty Creak (Ocean Ink - Miranda. Please click here for more information) that listens to what i want & although i LOVE what he did (Please click here for more information to see additions that were done well by him) i have decided I'd rather have something bold & abstract. 

I have never liked the big thing on my shoulder as it was not what i wanted & the tattoo artist would not listen to what i wanted & I was too busy being nervous & concerned about the pain level to stop him from doing what he wanted rather than what i wanted unlike Marty. I was even tempted to try Tattoo laser removal. If i blacken out what is on my Shoulder then being abstract i can say it a Superman Symbol. Plus will make my shoulders look bigger (Please click here to see original of what i wanted).

The original black strip down my abdomen boarded with straight lines is meant to signafiy a road & remind people to read between the lines but its straight with no bends, & no way to change directions & boarded by flatlines, which is not really what my life is about. The black beside it going up to my armpit would signify a road without boundaries & widens as it gets to the top as you learn more & more as you travel down any road. Also finishing in my armpit where you sweat the most reminds me that not all roads are easy & some are hard work. The possible additional strips (Similar to what Ben Volt did in second photo above) on arm/bicep/tricep would signify military lines/double strip like a Sargeant meaning i can follow orders & do my best to care for those that not as well off as me. Also in photo far right the added strip which matches the road, means i need to show discipline not matter what road i am on, small or big. 

The changes simplifies & makes tattoo abstract & means i can read anything into what i want the shapes to be as written above. I should have gone with my own designs in the first place rather than Pagan Symbols that anyone else could have. If you click the following link you see what i mean about why you sould create your own symbols & design.I am keeping one Pagan Symbol on chest meaning "Those who seek to harm me & my loved ones have their intent turned back upon themselves!" 

What do you think? Please leave a comment?

198•5. REMEMBERING PORN STAR HOTTIE, ADAM FAUST.

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198. MOVED OUT OF THE SUTHERLAND SHIRE (OYSTER BAY) & MOVED TO WESTERN SUBURBS! ESCAPED FROM THE VOICES???

The new smaller home

I heard from the voices I hear in my head that my Bedroom in the family House located in Oyster Bay (The Shire) was loaded with "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) & hence why voices in my head were so troublesome. 

My parents have downsized the Shire (Oyster Bay) family home i grew up in to a new much smaller property in the Western Suburbs (Glenmore Park) to be nearer to my sister & I am have moved with them.

It was an ideal way to escape being abused further from the voices due to set Hypnotics. Epic fail, The voices refused to leave my head & have set my new the new house contaminating it with Hypnotics again like our old house & bedroom.

Changing residences & moving to a new location should have meant that i escaped the voices that threaten to give "Episodes" (Please click here for more information) if they do not get stimulation which I cannot handle & should not have to do. I do not ask them to make me feel good & want them outta my head!

Basically It should have been similar to faking my own death (Moving house) & I could have gotten away from the voices I hear in my head?

Thank you to Red Carpet for producing this song & Jenelle for posting it on Youtube.com. To subscribe please click the following link: https://www.youtube.com/@xCasaMia

PLEASE NOTE: now that i live in Western Suburbs i use the "WestConnex" freeway to get into the city which is predominantly underground tunnels that go for Kms, however the voices in my head believe that i have placed a "Hypnotic" (Please click here for more information) & the tunnels do not exist in a way to escape them???

197. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT... A ENTIRE MONTH WITHOUT AN EPISODE?

If you have been reading this Blog Story then you will know that the voices in my head have been giving me "Episodes" (Please click here for more information) sometimes twice weekly which i can not handle. During an Episode i cannot speak properly or be understood & usually screaming my head off as they give me jaw stretches & painful neck twists which is just the start of it. The voices cannot hear me screaming because they are so selfish being in my head without my permission & do not want to hear me as it may stop them from doing them, hence why i cannot talk properly. It has been touch & go though, been close to having a episode, & almost was not able to swallow at all & choked, but mostly thank you to good souls & some no longer here anymore (Please click here for more information) that have been stopping the nasty souls from treating me badly. I think finally they have realised that playing "Games on my Head" (Please click here for more information) are not fun & are detrimental to anyone that plays them. There are some souls that just want to be nasty but hopefully they do care about themselves & will do nothing other than watch over me & lay dormant to reduce their bad karma & improve their destiny & fate. Sadly the voices are still "Harnessing" (Please click here for more information) so when i want to have fun i miss out. The main reason they harness is to feel good whilst treating me badly because they loose the "White Light" (Please click here for more information) & consequently feel uncomfortable. Surprisingly i have been wanting to have fun a lot more than usual which has not been successful but it has assisted in decreased episodes.

Is it me or some good souls above that have prevented me having Episodes for an entire month? Either way I am grateful! 

I'm so happy i could cry! I pray no more "Episodes" (Please click here for more info) continues?

Thanks to Commander Tom for producing this song & Raffi3o3 for posting at Youtube.com. Subscribe here: https://www.youtube.com/@raffi3o3  

196. FOXY LOXY SAYS "GET YA MOJO BACK?"

It's hard to look & feel good when "Women voices" (Please click here for more information) are constantly calling you a selfish asshole or cunt because i am not focused on entertaining them or primarily making them feel good. If they are not treating me badly they spend their time trying to convince everyone that i am a selfish asshole? Why can't they allow me to feel good? I sadly am not happy with myself as i have gained weight from the "Medication" (Please click here for more information) & going to the gym is pointless as i cannot work out whilst i do not feel any "Endorphin Rush" (Please click here for more information) as the voices make it that they feel them while i feel nothing? What is the point of them feeling like they could climb Mount Everest (Feeling from Endorphin Rush) when they have unlimited time & do not have to push out the next set?

Its been at least 3 years since i have had sex with someone? I even have problems "masturbating" (Please click here for more information) as the voices do not leave me alone. One of the last attempts to have sex with someone was a disaster. The expression on my face showed pure pleasure & enjoyment written on my face, then as i tried to tell the voices in my head to shut up & fuck off, the expression on my face then looked like i was ready to kill someone which, as you can imagine, was very confusing for the guy i was playing with.The arrogance of the voices feeling they were more important wanting attention, with their unlimited time, rather than allowing me fun & fun for the person i was with?

Imagine the fun i could/would have if I did not hear voices?

Foxy Loxy showing how to bust a move?

How to be Foxy? How to show off a hairy crack? 

It's not a party if there is no crack?

I need my Mojo back?

The "Women" I hear in my head would rather give me an "Episode" (Please click here for more information) than have that happen?

How can i when i cannot go to the gym? 

(Please click here for more information).

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195. WHERE ARE ALL THE GOOD LUCK TROLLS WHEN YOU NEED THEM?

I need please Good Luck Trolls instead of the large amount of "Hypnotic Whores" (Please click here to find out what a Hypnotic Whore is & how they turned Heaven into Gang Bang City) that keep treating me badly & disrespectfully simply because they have done it for so long (Please click here for more information) & have unlimited time & nothing better to do or get off on the challenge of breaking me. There seems to be an endless supply of stupidity & nastinest! They can see my "White Light" (Please click here for more information why white light is so important) which proves i do my best not to be an asshole & makes them an insult to the intelligence & I do not deserve to be given "Episodes" (Please click here for more information to understand how bad episodes can get) like they did again last Sunday night.

There is light at the end of the tunnel, some "Ladies" (Not women (Please click here for more information explaining my dislike for them)) have finally realised i was not an asshole & now these "Ladies" are doing their best to rectify the situation & help me as i need helping & to stop women treating me like shit & being disrespectful/rude/vulgar for a quick rush! 

Good Luck Troll??? Nah... FUCK MY FACE DOLL???

How do i get the women to stop Harnessing? (Please click here for more information & to learn what harnessing is) or whatever they have spent their time renaming/redefining "Harnessing" to continue the bad karma practise no matter what is done to try & stop them which is in their best interest? If they spent half the time getting everyone to lay dormant rather than "Harness" then both them & I would be having more than 100% good times! No one would loose.

Do these women need cock? Nah... they need to be torn new assholes!

What do these women expect from me? Please read on.

194. WHAT HAPPENED TO ROWLF THE WONDERFUL DOG? I MISS ROWLF!

What a wonderful dog was Rowlf. Why didn't he feature in the latest Muppet Movie? He was in the original Muppet Movie, he sung to a broken down Kermit the Frog "I Hope Something Better comes along"! He was a great piano player & singer! He even sung about "Pie"! FANTASTIC! Best dog a friend could have (Please click here for more information of why I would be happy being a dog).

  

For information regarding Miss Piggy & the Criminal charges against her - Please click here - & how i will save her from alleged Domestic Violence charges & sue on her behalf for personal injury due to her chopping being band - Please click here.

Thank you Jim Henson for creating an amazing Dog named Rowlf! 

Thank you to Dorcm1973 for posting this at Youtube.com. 

Subscribe here: https://www.youtube.com/@dorcm1973 

193. BOTH STEPHANO MONKEY & PAPA RICK REINCARNATED TOGETHER!

I knew the couple by names of "Stefano Monkey" & "Papa Rick" because both Stephano & Rick used to connect their souls up to my Pyjama Monkey (a monkey that comes alive when you store your pyjamas inside of him when your not wearing them) & Papa Smurf (Please click here for more information & to find out what happened to them both when they were naughty).  

It was like the plush toys came alive & fun. 

Now they have gone. When i was stressed or not coping with things i used to grab my thumbs (just like when i was Aaron Rothschild & since i was so young & small used to grab Stephano's thumb rather than hold his hand) & they would sense i was in trouble & help me deal with things. Now i cannot do this. Also when i was Aaron Rothschild when Stefano hid me out in the Cemetery so to not be taken by authorities whilst at Lodz Ghetto i had my face pressed against his since it was warm & we were out in the snow. Jenny Rothschild (Please click here for more information) could not find us & Stephano could not hear her calling out for us as i had stuck my finger in his ear in order to hold on to him & his warmth. With Rick when i was in the Afterlife the first time (Please click here for more information) when i was not watching over people i would sit quietly cuddled up in his lap & head on his leg whilst he talked to Cleopatra (Please click here for more information).

The above mentioned memories, since in my memory bank from past lives, means i was able to connect, sense, feel, talk & hear them both. I can no longer connect with them, as by choice, they reincarnated together.

In their new lives both Stephano & Ricks were placed well as their mums are best friends from School so they will definitely re-unite in their new lives. When i watch over them when i die i will see if they are best friends, BF''s, married, with/without kids etc which keeps me from crying thinking about how i can no longer connect with them.  I am scared that some soul who shows hatred towards me will kill them both which is what happened the last time they both reincarnated together. Died of SIDS (Sudden Instant Death Syndrome) because of souls doing the wrong thing in the "Afterlife" or to be correct "Heaven" (Please click here for more information). Talk about nasty, sad & unfair. I am doing my best to deal without them.

Wanna know what song Stefano sang to me before he reincarnated? Please read on.

192•5. REMEMBERING HOT MEN - WILFRIED KNIGHT (PORN STAR) & JERRY ENRIQUEZ (HUSBAND)!

Wilfried Knight a French born (February 19th 1975) Porn Star with Lucas Entertainment, Raging Stallion & Falcon killed himself on this day 5th of March year 2013, after his husband Jerry Enriquez committed suicide 2 weeks prior to Wilfried ending his life. They were married in Canada 2011 where marriage was legal but sadly had difficulties having their marriage recognised in the USA & sadly faced leaving each other, which they definitely did not want, since unable to live together in the USA. They killed themselves in order to be together rather than be apart like USA wanted.

Wilfried, like myself & sorry for sounding arrogant was extremely intelligent & studied & graduated in Law (Please click here for more information) from University in France. He additionally continued studies at University in Belgium & Greece.

The United Kingdom acknowledge same sex Marriage by introducing "Commitment Ceremony" for same sex couples & has same legal rights as Marriage in 2006. Australia should have followed suite & having studied "Constitution Law" (Please click here for more information) which means Queen has ultimate power & can make Acts in motion or even if a referendum & laws pass through parliament the Queen can say no & the Act scrapped! Yes she has that much power & if she said we having it then the Act just has to be written. What Australia should have done was grab the Queens attention which easily done if every float in the Sydney Mardi Gras did something to grab her attention. Mardi Gras parade was built on a protest rally to gain equality for homosexuals. The Queen just has to say the word & Same sex marriage is enacted. For example Dykes on bikes having Queen Elizabeth masks & the indigenous float having the Queen ride their serpent, & the dancing boys wearing Tiaras. Same Sex Marriage could have been introduced 2006/2007 but was not introduced in Australia until 2017 (Please click here for more information).

I am sure both hotties are watching down from above & happily still in love.

Their love lives on forever!

192. DOGS KNOW HOW TO HAVE A FUN TIME! MARDI GRAS THIS WEEKEND, HOPEFULLY THE VOICES IN MY HEAD WILL LET ME HAVE FUN TOO!

If i was a dog (Please click here for Blog Story 94.) then could I have fun?

So how was Mardi Gras?  I did my best, "tried to get off my face" (Please click here for Blog Story 168.) because, although it's not for everyone & sober living is best, i knew if i got the effect that i should get then it would be fun. Sadly the voices "harnessed" (Please click here for Blog Story 97.) or as they are now doing robbing me of an increased effect that I produce which made me feel like shit & all i wanted to do was lay down. You would think that since the women in my head gave me an "Episode last week" (Please click here for Blog Story 176.) that being Mardi Gras they should let me have fun. Still like a trooper i managed to get out & have a dance with once voice in my head that was just getting off on a quick rush by calling me an "Asshole" or "Selfish Asshole" or "Cunt" (Please click here for Blog Story 76.) with vengeance & giving me attitude. If i had a dollar for every time someone has said in my head, which they have no permission to enter, a nasty name or a show of disrespectfulness, i'b be a Billionaire 

I bought new dancing shoes & everything!

BUT... No fun with a frown on my face? 

Voices won't stop harassing me & it becomes too difficult to have fun when they will not relent, so i went home & slept rather than bring everyone else down & ruin their night.  

Happy Mardi Gras 2025 everyone!

191. I AM NOW A LAWYER! YIPEEE! NO LONGER ONLY A SOLICITOR!

Well after doing my "PLT" (Please click here for more information) with UNSW & doing volunteer work as a Solicitor at HALC (HIV & AIDS Legal Centre) & volunteer work at KLC (Kingsford Legal Centre) after starting April 2024 but had to stop in August (Please click here for more information). of that year due to mental health condition so bad it forced me to stop... I have now, after returning to KLC this January & February, I have done enough volunteer work as a Solicitor that means I can also finish with doing my PLT & be admitted to the Bar. 

HUGE THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT WORKS AT KLC, I CANNOT THANK THEM ENOUGH! 

EXTRA THANK YOU TO FIONA DUANE & RACHEL GREGORY FOR GOING OUT OF THEIR WAY TO ASSIST ME, WHICH IS NOT EASY GIVEN MY MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS!

I CANNOT BEGIN TO TELL YOU HOW AMAZING THEY ALL ARE!

I am no longer just a Solicitor, that cannot represent clients in court. 

I am now a Lawyer!

Just some paperwork & ceremony at the court to be sworn to the Bar is all needed & its official!

190. DUCK MARATHON - SOMETHING THAT CHEERS ME UP WATCHING - YOU GOTTA WATCH THIS! I LOOOVE THIS!

I love this! 

Where are all these ducks going? 

Do they go running down the middle of suburbia every afternoon?

How do cars drive up the street?

First one to the duck pond wins? 

Please leave in the comments if you know where they are going?

Posting Thanks to Regan Appel. Please subscribe at https://www.youtube.com/@reganappel6271 

189. BACK IN HOSPITAL AGAIN!

Not the good start to the year like i was hoping! The voices were “Harnessing” (Please click here for more information) everything again or automated harnessing which I cannot stop plus even worse they were playing a “Game” (Please click here for more information) but a more elevated version with nastiness at its worst. I had no way of sleeping, valium did not do the trick because they were harnessing. How do  I get a break? The new "Medication" (Please click here for more information) should be working but voices have deliberately stayed in my head to try & make it Treatment Resistant Schizophrenia. Anyways I needed a break & consequently i took too many Zyprexa (Olanzapine) Tablets.

Doctors were worried about my heart & irregular heart beats so i got hospitalised Wednesday 8th January. 

Discharged Monday 13th January.

188. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Well reflecting on 2024, sad to say but it was a relatively shitty year for me. An "Episode" (Please click here for more information) almost every week, more than a month in "Hospital" (Please click here for more information) plus i never managed to finish my volunteer work to complete my PLT (Professional Legal Training) (Please click here for more information) to go with my "Juris Doctor" (Please click here for more information). Hopefully with the new "Medication" (Please click here for more information) & KLC (Kingsford Legal Centre) is Happy to have me return (Please click here for more information on why i had to stop) in January to complete 6 days volunteer work for my PLT then I will be a fully fledged Lawyer (Please click here for more information), So the start of 2025 should be good. 

Fingers crossed the voices in my head allow me to have a good year!

Happy New Year Everyone! 

Let 2025 be great?

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187. STILL HAVING PROBLEMS WITH THE WOMEN VOICES IN MY HEAD.

 

Why do i have to have voices in my head??? After being in "Hospital" (Please click here for more information) i have started new "Medication" (Please click here for more information) which initially started well when first taken as it stopped the voices in my head but now??? The "Women" (Please click here for more information) in "Heaven" (Please click here for more information) knew i was having an increased dosage injected monthly & when i had the last injection deliberately staying my head because they say i am their cash cow??? At night they place Nicotine Withdrawal on my legs & my back to stop me from sleeping which is so uncomfortable that i overdose on the Nicorette Quickmist in order to deal with what they were doing! If i do not make them feel good they reckon that they have every right to give me an "Episode" (Please click here for more information).  They are selfish as they always "Harness" (Please click here for more information) & arrogant as hell. They know i cannot do anything about them, i have no defence against them. Now go with "Automated Harnessing". Do they not realise how ugly they look doing "Hypnotics" (Please click here for more information) especially when it is because they have unlimited time & nothing better to do??? They need Stimulation???

I do not know them & do not want them in my head. 

They do not have permission to be in my head!!! 

Their Karma (Please click here for more information) is so bad that they can not reincarnate & instead are ceasing in existence! This makes them worse again as they figure they have nothing to loose?

The New Medication (Please click here for more information) should be working but the Women refuse to leave my head!!!

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